Why Me ?
Dark emo rap / depressive trap / alternative R&B hybrid, heavy XXXTENTACION-influence, raw tormented atmosphere, slow dragging 68 BPM, Male vocal: exhausted and desperate, raspy emotional timbre, vulnerable yet intense delivery mixing sung hooks and spoken bridge outbursts, pained phrasing with generous hall reverb and light distortion. Instrumentation: booming sub-heavy 808s, sorrowful minor piano progressions, ethereal dark pads, minimal crisp hi-hats, soft gated snares, distant reversed guitar swells and subtle orchestral string hits for tension. Add tape saturation, room ambience and vinyl crackle for authentic lo-fi emotional depth. Atmosphere: hopeless existential dread blended with spiritual questioning, dark nocturnal bedroom intimacy and utter fatigue. Professional mix with raw vocal presence, tight analog compression on low-end and focus on vocal emotional intensity,
Why Me ?
Dark emo rap / depressive trap / alternative R&B hybrid, heavy XXXTENTACION-influence, raw tormented atmosphere, slow dragging 68 BPM, Male vocal: exhausted and desperate, raspy emotional timbre, vulnerable yet intense delivery mixing sung hooks and spoken bridge outbursts, pained phrasing with generous hall reverb and light distortion. Instrumentation: booming sub-heavy 808s, sorrowful minor piano progressions, ethereal dark pads, minimal crisp hi-hats, soft gated snares, distant reversed guitar swells and subtle orchestral string hits for tension. Add tape saturation, room ambience and vinyl crackle for authentic lo-fi emotional depth. Atmosphere: hopeless existential dread blended with spiritual questioning, dark nocturnal bedroom intimacy and utter fatigue. Professional mix with raw vocal presence, tight analog compression on low-end and focus on vocal emotional intensity,
Lyrics
Intro – Instrumental
Hook
Why me and not someone else?
Why me and not someone else?
Why me and not someone else?
Oh God, why me? Why me?
I’m tired of walking,
I’m tired of breathing,
Yeah I’m tired, so tired,
Tired of existing.
Why me and not someone else?
Why me and not someone else?
Why me and not someone else?
Oh God, why me? Why me?
Bridge
Why does it only happen to others?
Why does it only happen to them?
Tell me, tell me, tell me.
Fuck, I wanna know, tell me.
Hook
Why me and not someone else?
Why me and not someone else?
Why me and not someone else?
Oh God, why me? Why me?
I’m tired of walking,
I’m tired of breathing,
Yeah I’m tired, so tired,
Tired of existing.
Why me and not someone else?
Why me and not someone else?
Why me and not someone else?
Oh God, why me? Why me?
Final Hook x2
I’m tired of walking,
I’m tired of breathing,
Yeah I’m tired, so tired,
Tired of existing,
Tired of existing,
Tired of existing,
Tired of existing,
Tired of existing,
Tired of existing… fuck.
Outro – Instrumental