Control lost ...

The compass in my hand is spinning, true North is gone

I drew the map, but you redrew the borders where I belong

I had a plan for every heartbeat, a script for every scene

Now I’m just a satellite, caught in orbits unforeseen

I built the walls, I set the rules, I thought I knew the cost

But look at me, a masterpiece—my control is lost.

The ground is not solid, the lines are not straight

I surrender the helm, I capitulate

In your arms, to the beautiful flame

And I whisper your name…

Wispers you name

Control lost here too, in the silence, in the fight

In the dying of the careful light

But the embers you fanned, they glow and they turn

Into wildfires that dangerously burn

And though logic is gone and the reins are undone

This love, reckless love, still burns dangerously for you

Just for you....

I used to speak in certainties, in black and white and steel

Now I’m learning a new language, only my nerves feel

A touch becomes a theorem I can’t solve, a look a law I break

Every promise to be careful is a vow I’m bound to make

And break again at midnight when your shadow fills the door

My strategy’s in ashes on this unpredictable floor.

The charts are all useless, the stars have realigned

My intellect’s shattered, my reason’s resigned

To the pull that you have, to the depth of the blue

And I’m lost, just for you.

Control lost here too, in the whispers, in the chase

In the tremor that runs through my bones and my face

But the embers you fanned, they glow and they turn

Into wildfires that dangerously burn

And though logic is gone and the reins are undone

This love, reckless love, still burns dangerously for you

Just for you.

They say to walk away from a fire that consumes

To find safer gardens, gentler blooms

But a safer sun could never feel this bright

I’d rather burn in your chaos than sleep through someone else’s night

So let the structure crumble, let the old me fray

The only thing I’m certain of is I’m certain I will stay.

Yes, control lost here too, completely, through and through

No more battle lines, no more view

But these embers you fan, they eternally turn

Into a fire that will always burn

Let the world call it madness, let the wise call it wrong

This love, wild love, still burns dangerously on

It burns dangerously, desperately, only and always for you

Just for you…

Just…for… you.

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