自分を生きろ Am I alive
Pop Punk, Grunge, Psychedelic, Art Rock, Kraut Rock, Garage Rock, Industrial rock, Alt-pop, Guitars: fuzz, distortion, major chords, downstroke, Drums: 808 kick on every beat, snare on 2 and 4, hi-hat fast constant, Bass: short sustain, kick-synced, Guitar 1: sharp slap-style percussive rhythm (constant attack) Guitar 2: tremolo-picked walls + fuzz (verse tension bed) Vocal: female, raspy & husky,voice must crack, break
自分を生きろ Am I alive
Pop Punk, Grunge, Psychedelic, Art Rock, Kraut Rock, Garage Rock, Industrial rock, Alt-pop, Guitars: fuzz, distortion, major chords, downstroke, Drums: 808 kick on every beat, snare on 2 and 4, hi-hat fast constant, Bass: short sustain, kick-synced, Guitar 1: sharp slap-style percussive rhythm (constant attack) Guitar 2: tremolo-picked walls + fuzz (verse tension bed) Vocal: female, raspy & husky,voice must crack, break
Lyrics
期待した時点で負け
ほんとうの気持ちは
ゴミ箱に捨てちまった
ノイズだらけ
うるせーよ
きえちまえよ
絶望は誠実だ
裏切らない
期待もしない
絶望だけが
嘘をつかない
幸福は偶然の事故
勝手にするよ
関係ないよ
ほっとけよ
I’ll do what I want
Leave me alone
感情なんて捨てた
You call it broken
I call it survival
It’s all lies
Look away
fake it
意味がなくても
続いていく
Never stop
Never stop
ただ死んでいないだけ
It won’t stop
バカにしてるのかい？
認められたい
愛されたい
Is this a joke?
means nothing
選択肢なんてない
No real choice
痛みを抱えながら
擦り切れた感情
System Error
どれが本物で
どれが偽り
Still trying
still here
意味がなくても
続いていく
Never stop
Never stop
ただ死んでいないだけ
It won’t stop
気狂いじみた欲求
責任なんて意味ない
残酷な否認
痛烈な拒絶
残酷な否認
痛烈な拒絶
生きてるのか
ただ死んでないだけか
自分を生きろ
それでもまだ動いている
Be yourself
Everything fades
Everything stop
Who are you
when no one’s watching
Despair is the only truth
それでもまだ動いている
笑えなくなったらそれが終わり
Out of control
The moment you expect, you lose
I threw away what I really felt
Straight into the trash
Nothing but noise
Shut up
Just disappear
Despair is honest
It never betrays
It expects nothing
Only despair
Tells no lies
Happiness is just an accident
I’ll do what I want
It’s none of your business
Leave me alone
I’ll do what I want
Leave me alone
I gave up on feelings
You call it broken
I call it survival
It’s all lies
Look away
Fake it
Even without meaning
It keeps going
Never stop
Never stop
I’m not living
I just haven’t died
It won’t stop
Are you mocking me?
I just want to be seen
I just want to be loved
Is this a joke?
It means nothing
There was never a choice
No real choice
Carrying the pain
Worn-out emotions
System error
What’s real
What’s fake
Still trying
Still here
Even without meaning
It keeps going
Never stop
Never stop
I’m not living
I just haven’t died
It won’t stop
A desperate urge
Responsibility means nothing
Cruel denial
Brutal rejection
Cruel denial
Brutal rejection
Am I alive
Or just not dead yet
Live your own life
You’re still moving
Be yourself
Everything fades
Everything stops
Who are you
When no one’s watching
Despair is the only truth
You’re still moving
When you can’t laugh anymore
That’s the end