『Forward／and back』
Dark electropop meets emotional rap at 125 BPM, built on distorted synths, glitched samples, and seismic bass. Bilingual female vocals alternate between whispered Japanese monologues in the intro/bridge, frenetic English rap on verses, and a desperate, shouted chorus. Heavy drums drive the anxious energy; layered silences punch in to heighten looping tension and fatigue, while sudden beat drops and dense effects inject cyber-chaos. Melodic motifs cycle throughout, evoking relentless psychological struggle within a kinetic, danceable groove.
『Forward／and back』
Dark electropop meets emotional rap at 125 BPM, built on distorted synths, glitched samples, and seismic bass. Bilingual female vocals alternate between whispered Japanese monologues in the intro/bridge, frenetic English rap on verses, and a desperate, shouted chorus. Heavy drums drive the anxious energy; layered silences punch in to heighten looping tension and fatigue, while sudden beat drops and dense effects inject cyber-chaos. Melodic motifs cycle throughout, evoking relentless psychological struggle within a kinetic, danceable groove.
Lyrics
何度繰り返しても辿り着けない「終わり」と「意味」。
時計仕掛けの運命に抗い、少女は問い続ける——「Why me？」
これは、絶望の中に咲いた一輪の“希望”の花の物語。
音の中で繰り返される、破壊と祈りのループ叙事詩。
No matter how many times she repeats the song, she can never reach an "ending" or "meaning."
Fighting against the clockwork fate, the girl continues to ask: "Why me?"
This is the story of a single flower of "hope" that blooms in the midst of despair.
A looping epic of destruction and prayer that repeats amidst the sound.
【Intro／】
Why me？
Who am I？
Déjà vu（デジャヴ）
It's happening again
again
again
---
【Verse 1／（ループ1周目：初期の無垢さ）】
時計の針が刺すのは
いつも 私の喉元
笑い声 手を振った “日常”が
炎と共に 崩れ落ちる
怒り 希望 絶望 祈り
何ひとつ 届かない世界
吸い込まれる空の下で
ただ私は 生き返る
---
【Pre-Chorus 1】
何度でも 壊れてく
意志が 未来が
時計仕掛けの死因（コード）
Reset
again
again
again
---
【Chorus 1】
崩れて 戻って 繰り返す
この地獄（ループ）は 私の箱庭
誰も知らない涙の痕
終わらせたくて また始まる
Break me, Burn me
Replay, Reload
Restart, Regret
もう一度
---
【Verse 2／（数十回目：摩耗と歪み）】
空は笑う 神のふりして
彼の死体 私の手の中
祈った願いが毒になって
優しさすら 疑いだす
目を閉じて 耳を塞ぎ
それでも終わらない現実
“正しさ”も“意味”も
全部 記号にしか見えない
---
【Pre-Chorus 2】
正解なんて ない！
意味なんて ない！
No data
No light
No life
No me
---
【Chorus 2】
笑って 壊して 繰り返す
この遊戯（ゲーム）は 私の罰ゲーム
「死ね」って願って「助けて」叫んだ
誰かの声が また消えた
Break me, Burn me
Reset, Repeat
Regret, Reject
さよなら
---
【Bridge／（静かな転機）】
狂気は 静かに 胸に咲いた
前には 絶望 進めない未来
屍の道を 振り返れば
差し出された 誰かの手
---
【Final Chorus／（救いに触れる）】
屍の上に咲く 花が
美しい未来に見えた
“救い”は すぐそばにあった
Turn it, Feel it
Forward——
and back
---
【Outro／（終わらない終わり）】
again
again
again
Who am I？
Why me？
…もう一度？
Intro/
Why me?
Who am I?
Déjà vu (Deja vu)
It's happening again
again
again
---
【Verse 1/ (First loop: Innocence of the beginning)】
The hands of the clock are always piercing my throat
The "everyday life" of laughter and waving hands
Crumbles with flames
Anger, hope, despair, prayer
A world where nothing can reach
Under the sky that sucks me in
I just come back to life
---
【Pre-Chorus 1】
It breaks down again and again
My will, my future
A clockwork code of death
Reset
again
again
again
---
【Chorus 1】
Crumbles, returns, repeats
This hell (loop) is my miniature garden
The traces of tears that no one knows
I want to end it, but it starts again
Break me, Burn me
Replay, Reload
Restart, Regret
Once again
---
Verse 2/(Several Thousands of Times: Wear and Twist)
The sky laughs, pretending to be God
His corpse is in my hands
The wishes I prayed for have become poison
I even begin to doubt kindness
I close my eyes and cover my ears
But reality never ends
"Right" and "meaning"
All seem to be just symbols
---
Pre-Chorus 2
There's no right answer!
There's no meaning!
No data
No light
No life
No me
---
Chorus 2
Laughing, breaking, repeating
This game is my punishment
I wished for "die" and cried for "help"
Someone's voice disappeared again
Break me, Burn me
Reset, Repeat
Regret, Reject
Goodbye
---
Bridge/(Silent turning point)
Madness quietly bloomed in my heart
Ahead of me was despair, a future I could not advance in
Looking back on the road of corpses
Someone's hand was held out
---
Final Chorus/(Touching salvation)
The flowers blooming on the corpses
seemed a beautiful future
"Salvation" was right beside me
Turn it, Feel it
Forward——
and back
---
Outro/(Unending ending)
again
again
again
Who am Me?
Why me?
...Again?