
I’m f*cked up!
rap, melancholy, modern, clean, sad

I’m f*cked up!
rap, melancholy, modern, clean, sad
Lyrics
(Yeah)
Another night, same ceiling
Same thoughts, different pain
I been talking to the walls like they listen
Phone face down, but I keep checking
Read receipts feel like a sentence
Silence loud, yeah, it’s offensive
I gave my trust like it was free
Now I pay interest mentally
Smiles fake, but the hurt’s authentic
Heart broke, no cosmetic
Mama said “time gon’ heal it all”
But time just taught me how to stall
I move forward, still feel the fall
I learned to walk while I crawl
I sent a text, no reply
Guess that’s closure in disguise
I don’t cry, I just lie
Tell the world that I’m alright
I been numb way too long
Tryna turn my pain to a song
If you hear this, don’t reply
I already know why
I don’t miss you, I miss who I was
Before the hurt, before the scars
Before love came with terms and clauses
Now my heart don’t trust the cause
I replay nights we swore forever
Now forever’s just a measure
Of how quick things fall apart
When you hand somebody your heart
I tried drinking it away
Tried praying it would change
Tried smiling through the shame
Still feel your name in my veins
I sent a text, no reply
Guess that’s closure in disguise
I don’t cry, I just lie
Tell the world that I’m alright
I been numb way too long
Tryna turn my pain to a song
If you hear this, don’t reply
I already know why
If loving you was a lesson
Then pain was the message
I read it loud and clear
Still wish you were here
Yeah…
Some messages don’t need words
They just hurt
