Used to wake up ready for a fight

Petty with the pride, had a chip on my side

Every little thing, I would blow it up wide

Had a heart full of smoke, couldn’t see my own eyes

Jealous of my friends, jealous of my blood

Scrolling through my phone, getting bitter just because

Talking like a victim, acting like a boss

Till I looked in the mirror and I saw what it cost

I was the one that made the problems

Now I’m the one that’s tryna solve them

I stopped doing all the same old things

Now life started coming back to me

I was drowning in that envy

Now I let it go, it’s empty

I ain’t living in that jealous scene

Now life started coming back to me (back to me)

Had to cut the loop, had to break that chain

Ask, “Why everybody fake?” when I was playing the same

Pointing at the world like it all was wrong

Never checked my own hands, I was holding the bomb

So I slowed my step, breathed one time

Called a couple people that I hurt on the climb

Told ‘em, “That was on me, I was lost, I was blind”

Funny how the peace hit the minute I tried

I was the one that made the problems

Now I’m the one that’s tryna solve them

I stopped doing all the same old things

Now life started coming back to me

I was drowning in that envy

Now I let it go, it’s empty

I ain’t living in that jealous scene

Now life started coming back to me (yeah, back to me)