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[verse 1]:

Sometimes I don't think

My heart's in the right place

Sometimes I just complain

Over little things like change

Then I get lost in my head space

And hope one day i'll escape

All of the things that I hate

Wouldn't that be great?

[bridge]:

I know I should be grateful

I know I should thank God

Why am I so hateful?

Why am I lost in thought?

[chorus]:

I like to second guess myself

I like throwing pity parties

I don't care if I feel like hell

I'm hurt right now, I'm sorry

I don't like what I write

It's dark, moody, bad

Too emotional or sad

My mood swings I can't fight...

And believe me I've tried..

[verse 2]:

Sick of myself feeling ashamed

Yell at my reflection, she's to blame

I scream into the mirror

Everything bad I had to say

And she feels the same way

And that's how I train

My mind and emotions

Praying one day I'll control them

I'm my own worst enemy, you know this

I can't break if I'm already broken

[bridge]:

I know I should be grateful

I know I should thank God

Why am I so hateful?

Why am I lost in thought?

[chorus]:

I like to second guess myself

I like throwing pity parties

I don't care if I feel like hell

I'm hurt right now, I'm sorry

I don't like what I write

It's dark, moody, bad

Too emotional or sad

My mood swings I can't fight...

And believe me I've tried..

[verse 3]:

This doesn't make sense?

What just happened

Did my train of thought just crashed?

Now there's a fire lite my lyrical lighters

I'm losing it, hate writing when I'm tired..

[bridge]:

I know I should be grateful

I know I should thank God

Why am I so hateful?

Why am I lost in thought?

[chorus]:

I like to second guess myself

I like throwing pity parties

I don't care if I feel like hell

I'm hurt right now, I'm sorry

I don't like what I write

It's dark, moody, bad

Too emotional or sad

My mood swings I can't fight...

And believe me I've tried..

I like to second guess myself

I like throwing pity parties

I don't care if I feel like hell

I'm hurt right now, I'm sorry

I don't like what I write

It's dark, moody, bad

Too emotional or sad

My mood swings I can't fight...

And believe me I've tried..

[outro]:

I tend to wallow

Milk's hard to swallow

Hope there won't be regret that follows...

These tears will always taste like sorrow....