I DON’T TRUST (ft. Null Haven)
Alternative electropop ballad blending cinematic tension with abrupt dynamic shifts. Opens with haunting piano and airy pads, fragile and spacious, leading into clean electric guitar arpeggios and deep sub-bass. Verses remain sparse, whispered male vocals raw and confessional over minimal percussion. Pre-chorus builds as pads swell, guitar textures expand with reverb, and subtle beats emerge. The chorus bursts into lush layers of pads and guitar, vocals soaring with harmonies for cathartic release. Midsection shifts to a looping lyric refrain over glitchy percussion and fragmented textures, suddenly ruptured by mathcore-inspired guitar riffs injecting chaos. The storm collapses into a sparse outro of solitary piano, fading pads, and echoing vocals. Structure flows intro → verse → pre-chorus → chorus → bridge → guitar burst → outro, capturing a mood both vulnerable and volatile, shifting from fragile loneliness to fleeting resolution before quiet reflection.
I DON’T TRUST (ft. Null Haven)
Alternative electropop ballad blending cinematic tension with abrupt dynamic shifts. Opens with haunting piano and airy pads, fragile and spacious, leading into clean electric guitar arpeggios and deep sub-bass. Verses remain sparse, whispered male vocals raw and confessional over minimal percussion. Pre-chorus builds as pads swell, guitar textures expand with reverb, and subtle beats emerge. The chorus bursts into lush layers of pads and guitar, vocals soaring with harmonies for cathartic release. Midsection shifts to a looping lyric refrain over glitchy percussion and fragmented textures, suddenly ruptured by mathcore-inspired guitar riffs injecting chaos. The storm collapses into a sparse outro of solitary piano, fading pads, and echoing vocals. Structure flows intro → verse → pre-chorus → chorus → bridge → guitar burst → outro, capturing a mood both vulnerable and volatile, shifting from fragile loneliness to fleeting resolution before quiet reflection.
Lyrics
Ⓒ 𝒞𝑜𝓅𝓎𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉: 🆉🆈🅶🅰🅾
🎼 𝒪𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒾𝓃𝒶𝓁 𝐿𝓎𝓇𝒾𝒸𝓈 🎧:🅽🆄🅻🅻 🅷🅰🆅🅴🅽
@nullhaven
✦ I DON’T TRUST ✦
You say you're here, say you're not afraid
You wanna hold space, but I cave
Can’t stay soft in a world like this
I shut it down before it exists
You mean well, I can feel it
But I flinch when I try to heal it
I’m wired to leave before I’m left,
counting exits under my breath.
I don’t trust anyone
Even the ones who show up
Even the ones who care
I look for exits everywhere
I don’t trust anyone
And that’s not fair
But it’s safer than falling and finding no one there
You say you're fine, say you’re not breaking
But I hear it in the silence you’re making
You speak soft, but I hear the crack
Like the ghosts behind you want you back
I don’t run because of you
I run from what I’ll do
To people like you
When they get too true
If I stay, I tip the glass.
If I love, I cut too fast.
I don’t trust anyone
Even the ones who hold on
Even the ones who stay
I’ve learned to push them all away
I don’t trust anyone
And I hate how that feels
But distance keeps me from showing what’s real
I’m not brave, I just vanish
I don’t fix, I just damage
This isn’t about you, it’s survival
Every time it gets close, I spiral
TRUST. FALL. BREAK. BLEED.
DON’T. CALL. CAN’T. BREATHE.
…please
I don’t trust anyone
But I tried with you
And it burned like it always does
When someone sees too much
I don’t trust anyone
But if you’re still there
Maybe one day
I’ll fall somewhere that feels fair
I don’t trust anyone
not even me.
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