I wake up… to the silence.

Another day in the ruins I built.

These walls remember every scream,

Every promise I couldn’t keep.

The bottle’s warm, like it’s been waiting,

The mirror’s cracked — just like me.

She left without a word, just the echo of the door,

Nights stretch longer than before.

I try to numb it, but it cuts even deeper,

This spiral’s the only thing that feels real here.

I know I fucked it all again…

The weight won’t lift, I can’t pretend.

I’m broken again, falling through the cracks,

Regret in my veins, no way back.

Addicted to the ache, to the endless fall,

This pain’s all I own — my all.

Broken again, screaming in the dark,

Tearing at the scars carved in my heart.

I hate what I’ve become, but I can’t let go,

This is the only life I know.

Friends are gone, the lies stack high,

I tell myself I’m fine — it’s a lie.

The line, the drink, it all feels the same,

Different poisons, same old pain.

She said I’d change — I never learned,

Now I sit alone with what I burned.

Every shadow knows my name,

Every heartbeat feeds the blame.

Why do I crawl back into this hell?

Why does the dark feel like home so well?

I want to break free, but I’m chained to the weight,

Regret’s my god — and it’s too late.

I’m broken again, drowning in black,

Regret like venom, attack after attack.

Addicted to the ache, to the endless fall,

This pain’s my world — my all.

Broken again… broken again…