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어장인지 짝사랑인지 썸인지 잘모르는 상태의 형님들 이야기 입니다.

제 경험상 50%이상의 확률로 어장이라는 결론이어서...크흑

This is a story about guys who can't tell if they're being 'fished,' if it's just one-sided love, or if they're actually in a 'thing.' In my experience, there's over a 50% chance that it's just 'breadcrumbing'... sigh.

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궁금해

"하~"

궁금해

그녀의 마음이 궁금해

"자 한번 얘기해 볼까?"

웃으며 잘 가라며

내 손을 살짝 잡았었잖아

오늘은 왜인지 차가워

말끝 흐리며 핸드폰만 봐

너라는 미로 속에 갇혔어

출구는 있나? 문은 어떻게 여는거야?

한 걸음 다가가면 두 걸음 멀어져

네 액션은 왜 자꾸 변하는 데?

실수라도 한 걸까

아니면 원래 모두에게 친절한 걸까

머릿속은 복잡해 brain is fried

사소한 말투 하나에 일희일비

도무지 알 수가 없어 네 맘은 랜덤같아

나를 좋아하는 건지 아님 그냥 Friend (Yeah Friend)

어장 이야? 나 물고기 된거야? (huh)

답이 없는 퀴즈 말해줘 Yes or No, 아님 Wait 이라도

따뜻한 미소 , 차가워진 눈빛 뭔신호야?

나를 짝사랑하다 지친거야?(stupid)

혼자 김칫국 드링킹 이야?(Yeah that’s it)

먼저 연락해 밥 먹자며 내 취향도 알아

잉? 오늘은 남인 것처럼 답장은 100년

내가 너무 늦게 눈치를 챈 거야?

그런거야? 나 바보인거야?

네가 보낸 시그널 다 놓쳐버린 걸까

실망해서 마음의 문을 닫은 거니

아님 그냥 내가 쉬운 사람인 거니

그것도 아니면 나 물고기야?

들었다 놨다 하는 너의 손짓에

내 하루의 날씨가 정해져 웃겨? 웃겨

네 연락만 기다려

바보 같지만 이게 나의 진심이야

도무지 알 수가 없어 네 맘은 Random

나를 좋아하는 건지 아님 그냥 Friend (Yeah Friend)

어장 이야? 나 물고기 된거야?

답이 없는 퀴즈

말해줘 Yes or No, 아님 Wait이라도

너의 따뜻한 아님 차가워진 눈빛

나를 짝사랑하다 지친거야?(stupid)

나 혼자 김칫국 드링킹 이야?(Yeah that’s it)

알쏭달쏭

이랬다 저랬다

도대체 네 마음은 뭐야? 어디야?

"근데 내일은 제발 웃어주라"

궁금해

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I’m curious

I’m curious. "Sigh~" I’m so curious. I wonder what’s on her mind.

"Alright, shall we talk about it?"

You smiled and said goodbye, Even held my hand so gently then. But why are you so cold today? Trailing off your words, staring only at your phone.

I’m trapped inside this maze of you. Is there an exit? How do I open the door? I take one step closer, you take two steps back. Why does your "action" keep changing every time?

Did I make a mistake? Or are you just this kind to everyone? My head is a mess, brain is fried. I’m riding a roller coaster over your every word.

[Chorus] I can't figure it out, your heart is like "Random." Do you like me, or am I just a "Friend"? (Yeah, Friend) Is this "fishing"? Have I become just another fish in your tank? (Huh) This quiz has no answer—just tell me Yes or No, or even "Wait." That warm smile, then those cold eyes... what’s the signal?

Were you tired of crushing on me first? (Stupid) Or am I just drinking "kimchi soup" alone? (Yeah, that’s it) (Note: 'Drinking kimchi soup' implies getting ahead of oneself/delusional)

You texted first to grab a meal, even knew my taste. Huh? But today you’re like a stranger, taking a hundred years to reply. Was I just too slow to catch on? Is that it? Am I the fool?

Did I miss all the signals you sent? Did you close your heart because you were disappointed? Or do you just think I’m an "easy" person? If not that... am I really just a fish?

You play with my heart, lifting me up and dropping me down, My "weather" depends on your touch. Is it funny? Is it?

I’m just waiting for your text. I know I look like a fool, but this is how I truly feel.

I can't figure it out, your heart is like "Random." Do you like me, or am I just a "Friend"? (Yeah, Friend) Is this "fishing"? Have I become just another fish in your tank? This quiz has no answer— Just tell me Yes or No, or even "Wait." Your warm, or maybe now cold, gaze.

Were you tired of crushing on me first? (Stupid) Or am I just drinking "kimchi soup" alone? (Yeah, that’s it)

It’s a puzzle. Back and forth, hot and cold. What exactly is your heart? Where is it?

"But please, just smile for me tomorrow."

I’m curious.