Why I Gotta Tho
Mid-tempo R&B ballad (around 70 BPM), featuring warm piano, subtle strings, light percussion, emotive, layered vocals with ad-libs, Gospel-influenced harmonies and spoken intro add sincerity, “Testimony-R&B” = personal pain to victory lyric, gospel run cascade, redemption harmony • “Empowerment-anthem” = self-love affirmation hook, midtempo groove rise, queen/king energy • “Healing-slow” = soft vocal whisper build, reverb tail long, heartbreak to hope arc • “Gospel-R&B” = churchy organ swell, adlib run holy, faith love blend, Quantum
Why I Gotta Tho
Mid-tempo R&B ballad (around 70 BPM), featuring warm piano, subtle strings, light percussion, emotive, layered vocals with ad-libs, Gospel-influenced harmonies and spoken intro add sincerity, “Testimony-R&B” = personal pain to victory lyric, gospel run cascade, redemption harmony • “Empowerment-anthem” = self-love affirmation hook, midtempo groove rise, queen/king energy • “Healing-slow” = soft vocal whisper build, reverb tail long, heartbreak to hope arc • “Gospel-R&B” = churchy organ swell, adlib run holy, faith love blend, Quantum
Lyrics
Why I Gotta Go Thru This Shit Again
Why I gotta go thru this shit again
Like why
Again again
Same dumb pain in chest
Same stupid head spin
I dont want it no more
But it keep comin
Keep comin anyway
Dumb
Why me tho
Why me tho
Why always me
I aint even that bad
Right
Right
Why I gotta go through this
Why I gotta go through this
Why me why me why me
This suck so bad
This suck so bad
Why I gotta tho
Wake up same crap
Same feelin like garbage
Same thinkin bout yesterday
Same mad at myself
Same mad at air
Same mad at nothing
Why tho
Why again
I tired
Maybe I deserve it
Maybe I dont
Idk anymore
Whatever
Fuck it
Still hurt tho
Still hurt
Why I gotta go through thisss
Why I gotta go through thiiiis
Why meeeee
Why meeeeee
This suck
This suck bad
Bad bad
Yeah
Why tho
Idk
Night