i'm sorry... you said it again

i'm sorry— you said it again / i should say something / but the words stick in my mouth

too bright, too heavy

everything soft turns sharp in here / but still it's beautiful

I don't want language / i want the feeling

before the shape... before the sound...

just the feeling... just the fall...

i want the pull / strong enough to crush the push

give it to me / just real / without explanation

somewhere beyond this / i feel like I'm weightless

i don't need answers / or questions / just your silence next to mine

i don't want language

just the feeling... just the fall

stillness... nothing else

and maybe that was love / and maybe that's enough