Aku langit yang luas

Terbentang tapi tak pernah kau sadar

Kau hanya berjalan,

Memijak bayanganku yang diam, tak bersuara

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Kupeluk malam, terjaga tetap sadar

Meski cahaya tubuhku mulai memudar

Kau tidur dalam tanganku yang rapuh

Tapi tak pernah bertanya: “Apa aku masih utuh?”

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Dan aku...

Menyala tanpa kau lihat,

Padam tanpa sempat kau ingat

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Kau bilang aku cahaya,

Hanya saat lilinmu padam

Kau bilang aku rumah,

Hanya saat malam datang

Dan akuuuuuu...

Jadi “senyum” dari “tangis” yang ku sembunyikan

Itu luka yang tak akan kau dengar

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Aku ukir namamu di setiap lembar

Dengan tinta yang tak akan pudar

Tapi kau hanya membaca saat kau luka,

Lalu pergi tanpa menutup halaman

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Dan aku...

Tak lagi ingin menyala,

Untuk cinta yang tak setara..

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Kau bilang aku cahaya,

Hanya saat lilinmu padam

Kau bilang aku rumah,

Hanya saat malam datang

Dan aku.. uuu

Terus “tinggal” dari “pergi” yang ingin ku lakukan

Tapi langkahku tak pernah kau dengar

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Mungkin aku tak buatmu bahagia

Mungkin aku hanya pelipur lara

Harusnya cinta itu tentang saling,

Tapi cinta kita hanya tentang siapa yang paling.

aaaahhhh hmmmmm

ooooo......

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Kau bilang aku cahaya,

Hanya saat lilinmu padam

Kau bilang aku rumah,

Hanya saat malam datang

Dan aku uuu..

Akan “padam” jika “terang” takan ku pertahankan

Saat akhirnya ku lelah dan tersadar

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Dan saat esok kau mencari terang

Mungkin cintaku telah padam

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I am the endless sky,

Wide and vast, yet you never notice.

You just keep walking,

Stepping on my silent, voiceless shadow.

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I embrace the night, staying awake and aware,

Even as the light within me starts to fade.

You sleep within my fragile hands,

Yet never ask, “Am I still whole?”

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And I…

Burn without you seeing,

Fade before you even remember.

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You call me your light,

Only when your candle dies.

You call me home,

Only when the night arrives.

And I…

Become the “smile” behind the “tears” I hide,

A wound you’ll never hear.

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I carve your name on every page,

With ink that will never fade.

But you only read when you’re in pain,

Then leave without closing the book.

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And I…

No longer wish to burn,

For a love that’s never equal.

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You call me your light,

Only when your candle dies.

You call me home,

Only when the night arrives.

And I…

Keep on “staying” from the “leaving” I long to do,

But my footsteps—you never hear.

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Maybe I was never your happiness,

Maybe I was just your comfort in sorrow.

Love should be about giving and sharing,

But ours became a battle of who loves more.

Aaaahhh... hmmmm...

Ooooo...

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You call me your light,

Only when your candle dies.

You call me home,

Only when the night arrives.

And I…

Will “fade” when there’s “light” I no longer keep,

When I finally grow tired—and awake.

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And when tomorrow you seek the light,

Perhaps my love will already be gone.

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