Keep it on the low, got me sedated

Numb inside my mind, feelin so jaded

Buzzing off your vibe, I'm elevated

Coming down alone, so isolated

Keep it on the low, got me sedated

High when you need me, inhale, I'm faded

No hearts in your eyes, I got hesitation

Please look at me, you're my medication

Let me paint it vivid, crystal clear, no filter, no veneer

Every time you call I'm there before the second tone you hear

I'm your rock in the storm, keep you warm, the form that you lean on

I'm your clock 'round the block, every knock, every problem they bring on

And I'm grinnin' at the role I'm in, controllin' what I'm feelin' when

You hit me with that look so soft, I'm back at the beginnin’ again

Square one, starin' up, tearin' up, carin' but I'm darin' not

To send the text, I second-guess, delete it and repeat the plot

You runnin' down these other dudes, I'm supposed to stay composed

Dr. Phil-in', mask on, still it goes on while my heart gets broke

And I do it yeah pursue it every time I see her do it

Miss the real feel, conceal, never let her know I blew it

Keep it buried, never carried past the surface, grin and ask

You need advice on some new guy? Cool, I got you, take off the mask

But losin' you completely, deeply, cuts me way more than this ache

So I sign the line, design the grind, volunteer to break

Keep it on the low, got me sedated

Numb inside my mind, feelin so jaded

Buzzing off your vibe, I'm elevated

Coming down alone, so isolated

Keep it on the low, got me sedated

High when you need me, inhale, I'm faded

No hearts in your eyes, I got hesitation

Please look at me, you're my medication

Been runnin' mental sessions, second guessin', lesson after lesson, can't reverse it

Every angle that I tackle and unravel just unravels and gets worse with

Every look, every word, textbook unrequited to the letter

Wrote the very definition with precision, still ain't better

Two AM you hit the line, I'm fine, I catch it on the second ring

Wide awake, no mistake, layin' here imagining

A different twist, version of this where I said the thing I meant

Instead I'm talkin' you to sleep, two hours deep and I'm in my head

You drift mid-sentence, I'm in the quiet, gripping this live grenade

Knew the consensus, can’t deny it, I’m the cloud rainin’ on your parade

I box it, lock it, label done, I table it and walk away

Then crack it open 4 AM and let it ruin my whole day

Some people love loud and proud, some love from the back of the room

I volunteered for back of the room so I carry it, I own that view

And yeah I'd sign that line again, rewind again, I'd do it every time

'Cause half of you is worth the weight of everything that killed me inside.

Keep it on the low, got me sedated

Numb inside my mind, feelin so jaded

Buzzing off your vibe, I'm elevated

Coming down alone, so isolated

Keep it on the low, got me sedated

High when you need me, inhale, I'm faded

No hearts in your eyes, I got hesitation

Please look at me, you're my medication

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you're my medication

(medication)

(medication)