"Two days awake, my bones scream through the phone,

Your voice turns to static, I’m a ghost in my own home.

‘I’ve gotta go—’ slips out like a rusted blade,

I’m drowning in a coma that I fucking made…

"I meant to say, ‘I’m breaking,’ but my lungs gave out,

A flicker in your lightbulb—now I’m the blackout.

You whispered, ‘Stay,’ I choked on the no—

Now your silence grinds me slow…

"PAIN—EVERYDAY I GIVE,

PAIN—EVERYDAY I LIVE.

I’m the wrecking ball inside your trust,

A love on life support, rotting into dust.

PAIN—IT’S THE SCAR I CAN’T ERASE,

PAIN—I KILLED US TO SAVE MY OWN FUCKING SPACE."

"I replay your texts like a funeral hymn,

‘Did I push too hard?’—my guilt’s on a limb.

You bleed forgiveness, I rot in my shame,

A tired ghost too numb to fan the flame…

"I built this cage from the pills and the lies,

A burnout king with dead satellite eyes.

You deserved a heart—I gave you a slab—

Now I’m carving ‘sorry’ into a heart attack…

"PAIN—EVERYDAY I GIVE,

PAIN—EVERYDAY I LIVE.

I’m the wrecking ball inside your trust,

A love on life support, rotting into dust.

PAIN—IT’S THE SCAR I CAN’T ERASE,

PAIN—I KILLED US TO SAVE MY OWN FUCKING SPACE."

"Am I the cure or the poison you crave?

A pill that dissolves into dust that you save.

You stitch the wounds, I claw at the thread—

PAIN’S THE ONLY TRUTH LEFT UNSAID."

"I’m the arsonist—you’re the fire I blame,

A love held together by shame and chains.

We’ll burn so bright till there’s nothing but air…

PAIN’S THE ONLY GOD THAT HEARS THIS PRAYER."

I’ll choke on ‘I’m sorry’ till my lungs give in.

PAIN—EVERYDAY I LIVE…

…I let it win."