Have you never felt like things always match just fine,

Like they always do, like you don’t want them to?

Nothing feels old,

And you know you’ve never been here,

Brand new but somehow unclear, and—

I’m so scared to not begin,

Never again for, never again for you.

I’m so scared of every death,

I must avoid to stay away from you right now.

And I’ll drop everything

That you wished I’d ignore.

Close the book for you and me,

And I’ll leave behind

Nothing at all to make sure that

You won’t come back to me.

Gonna waste my days just how they tell me to,

I will always fake this truth,

Terrified of what they’ll not do

Or whisper of us, so go just this once,

Cause you and me? We just can’t be.

I’m so scared to not begin,

Never again for, never again for you.

I’m so scared of every death,

I must avoid to stay away from you.

And I’ll drop everything

That you wished I’d ignore.

Close the book for you and me,

And I’ll leave behind

Nothing at all to make sure that

You won’t come back to me.

The minute hand starts, fast forward the clocks,

Toss away this chance, we’ve got so much time.

I don’t see it in your face, don’t see it in your face,

Be afraid, yes, to waste your time.

I’ll drop everything

That you wished I’d forget,

Close the book and keep it fake.

And I’ll leave behind

Nothing that you wished I’d feel,

So I can lose it all.

Never and never and never and never,

Never and never and never and never,

Never and never and never and never.