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Y'all don't even know

Every day I'm looking in the mirror like "who dis?" 'Cause I'm changing too, you feel me? Sometimes I catch myself using slang I never used before, moving different, thinking different. It's like I'm remixing my whole personality – some days it's a bop, other days it's straight trash.

Back in my old hood, I had everything on lock – my crew, my spots, my whole vibe. Now? I'm out here feeling like a glitch in the matrix, no cap. These new friends be talking their talk, living their best life, while I'm still trying to figure out if I'm even speaking the same language.

Y'all don't even know how it feels to be this lost

Deadass, everything's different here.

My mama always said growth ain't linear, but she ain't mention it would feel like being stuck between stations – catching bits and pieces of different frequencies but never quite finding that clear signal. Some days I'm out here feeling like a whole mood, living my truth, and other days I'm just a confused shorty trying to make it make sense.

Got these voices in my head

Past and future playing games

Every time I try to blend

Something in me strikes out to break the chains

(Yeah, yeah)

Lost in questions, found in change

Lost in pieces I can't name

Lost between the girl I was and who I'm meant to be

But being lost might set me free, might set me free

Lost, but I might be exactly where I need to be

Lost like thunder without rain

Lost like music fading grey

Lost like stories left unsaid

(But being lost made me unafraid)

In ways I never thought I might

Lost between these different scenes

Lost in what this new life means

But every time I lose my way

I find another part of me

(Lost, but I'm finding me)