Why you always thinking about me?

Why you always thinking ’bout what I do?

Guess I’m living rent-free in you

Late nights, no sleep, no peace

Toss and turn, checking your phone

Hoping I hit you when you alone

You can lie to everyone else

But you can’t lie to you

Immediate dopamine—think of me

Claim you free, still linked to me

Talk that growth, no clarity

Pride at war with reality

Stack excuses, evade yourself

You run game but you play yourself

Build a narrative, save yourself

But the truth still chase yourself

Give me that therapy talk—what you uncover?

Childhood wounds or you blaming your lover?

Say it was me but you know it was deeper

Patterns repeating, you know what I mean

It’s you,

it’s you,

it’s you,

it’s you

Healing ain’t pretty, it tear you apart

Truth hit heavy when it land in your heart

You want peace but you stuck on your guard

Can’t move forward still stuck where you are

Every “new” just a point of view

Trying to replace what you removed

Get someone new under you

Ride it, ride it, ride it

But it don’t feel like déjà vu

’Cause it ain’t me and you

No matter what you try to do

It don’t hit like we used to

You can touch but you don’t feel

But you know the difference still

That’s the part that’s haunting you

Everything you try to do

Ride it, ride it, ride it—lose control

Tryna fill that empty hole

But every time you get too close

You feel the absence in your soul

’Cause it fade when the high get low

’Cause it shows when the lights get low

’Cause you know what you had before

’Cause it’s gone and it’s not no more

Still don’t feel like me and you

Still don’t feel like me and you

Still don’t feel like me and you

I’m fucked up too, I can’t lie

More wrong than right my whole life

Pointing fingers, asking why

Gave you less, still wanted depth

Gave you doubt instead of faith

Wanted more but gave you less

Never stood on what I said

That’s the reason nothing left

I been saying I’m not the one to blame

But we both played the same game

Tried to win but we lost our way

Now we stuck with the mess we made

Say I changed, but not enough

Say I cared, but never gave trust

Gave you love, I handled it rough

Pulled away when it got tough

Said I’m trying, said I’m growing

But my actions never showed it

You kept asking for the truth

I kept dodging, never owned it

Say it’s ’cause where I’m from

Say it’s ’cause what I’ve done

Say it’s all I’ve ever known

Say it’s how I’ve grown

I gotta accept what I did

All the hurt and how I lived

All the ways I handled it

All the damage from my end

You gotta own what you did

Can’t keep hiding from that shit

And I gotta face it too

All that blame I put on you

It’s not just you…

It’s me… it’s me… it’s me too

It’s me… it’s me… it’s me too

It’s me… it’s me… it’s me too