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dark melodic trap, trap metal, r&b
bleeder·3:43

3:43
us
dark melodic trap, trap metal, r&b
Creator: bleederRelease Date: April 2, 2026
Lyrics
Why you always thinking about me?
Why you always thinking ’bout what I do?
Guess I’m living rent-free in you
Late nights, no sleep, no peace
Toss and turn, checking your phone
Hoping I hit you when you alone
You can lie to everyone else
But you can’t lie to you
Immediate dopamine—think of me
Claim you free, still linked to me
Talk that growth, no clarity
Pride at war with reality
Stack excuses, evade yourself
You run game but you play yourself
Build a narrative, save yourself
But the truth still chase yourself
Give me that therapy talk—what you uncover?
Childhood wounds or you blaming your lover?
Say it was me but you know it was deeper
Patterns repeating, you know what I mean
It’s you,
it’s you,
it’s you,
it’s you
Healing ain’t pretty, it tear you apart
Truth hit heavy when it land in your heart
You want peace but you stuck on your guard
Can’t move forward still stuck where you are
Every “new” just a point of view
Trying to replace what you removed
Get someone new under you
Ride it, ride it, ride it
But it don’t feel like déjà vu
’Cause it ain’t me and you
No matter what you try to do
It don’t hit like we used to
You can touch but you don’t feel
But you know the difference still
That’s the part that’s haunting you
Everything you try to do
Ride it, ride it, ride it—lose control
Tryna fill that empty hole
But every time you get too close
You feel the absence in your soul
’Cause it fade when the high get low
’Cause it shows when the lights get low
’Cause you know what you had before
’Cause it’s gone and it’s not no more
Still don’t feel like me and you
Still don’t feel like me and you
Still don’t feel like me and you
I’m fucked up too, I can’t lie
More wrong than right my whole life
Pointing fingers, asking why
Gave you less, still wanted depth
Gave you doubt instead of faith
Wanted more but gave you less
Never stood on what I said
That’s the reason nothing left
I been saying I’m not the one to blame
But we both played the same game
Tried to win but we lost our way
Now we stuck with the mess we made
Say I changed, but not enough
Say I cared, but never gave trust
Gave you love, I handled it rough
Pulled away when it got tough
Said I’m trying, said I’m growing
But my actions never showed it
You kept asking for the truth
I kept dodging, never owned it
Say it’s ’cause where I’m from
Say it’s ’cause what I’ve done
Say it’s all I’ve ever known
Say it’s how I’ve grown
I gotta accept what I did
All the hurt and how I lived
All the ways I handled it
All the damage from my end
You gotta own what you did
Can’t keep hiding from that shit
And I gotta face it too
All that blame I put on you
It’s not just you…
It’s me… it’s me… it’s me too
It’s me… it’s me… it’s me too
It’s me… it’s me… it’s me too
Why you always thinking ’bout what I do?
Guess I’m living rent-free in you
Late nights, no sleep, no peace
Toss and turn, checking your phone
Hoping I hit you when you alone
You can lie to everyone else
But you can’t lie to you
Immediate dopamine—think of me
Claim you free, still linked to me
Talk that growth, no clarity
Pride at war with reality
Stack excuses, evade yourself
You run game but you play yourself
Build a narrative, save yourself
But the truth still chase yourself
Give me that therapy talk—what you uncover?
Childhood wounds or you blaming your lover?
Say it was me but you know it was deeper
Patterns repeating, you know what I mean
It’s you,
it’s you,
it’s you,
it’s you
Healing ain’t pretty, it tear you apart
Truth hit heavy when it land in your heart
You want peace but you stuck on your guard
Can’t move forward still stuck where you are
Every “new” just a point of view
Trying to replace what you removed
Get someone new under you
Ride it, ride it, ride it
But it don’t feel like déjà vu
’Cause it ain’t me and you
No matter what you try to do
It don’t hit like we used to
You can touch but you don’t feel
But you know the difference still
That’s the part that’s haunting you
Everything you try to do
Ride it, ride it, ride it—lose control
Tryna fill that empty hole
But every time you get too close
You feel the absence in your soul
’Cause it fade when the high get low
’Cause it shows when the lights get low
’Cause you know what you had before
’Cause it’s gone and it’s not no more
Still don’t feel like me and you
Still don’t feel like me and you
Still don’t feel like me and you
I’m fucked up too, I can’t lie
More wrong than right my whole life
Pointing fingers, asking why
Gave you less, still wanted depth
Gave you doubt instead of faith
Wanted more but gave you less
Never stood on what I said
That’s the reason nothing left
I been saying I’m not the one to blame
But we both played the same game
Tried to win but we lost our way
Now we stuck with the mess we made
Say I changed, but not enough
Say I cared, but never gave trust
Gave you love, I handled it rough
Pulled away when it got tough
Said I’m trying, said I’m growing
But my actions never showed it
You kept asking for the truth
I kept dodging, never owned it
Say it’s ’cause where I’m from
Say it’s ’cause what I’ve done
Say it’s all I’ve ever known
Say it’s how I’ve grown
I gotta accept what I did
All the hurt and how I lived
All the ways I handled it
All the damage from my end
You gotta own what you did
Can’t keep hiding from that shit
And I gotta face it too
All that blame I put on you
It’s not just you…
It’s me… it’s me… it’s me too
It’s me… it’s me… it’s me too
It’s me… it’s me… it’s me too
