I don’t wanna be here

(I don’t wanna be here)

I don’t wanna be here

Don't make me be here

I don’t wanna be here / I’m rotting in place

Clock hands bleeding / ticking like blame

Stacked-up calls like voices in my head

Inbox full of messages I never read

Sleep-deprived, wired dead inside

Too numb to fake, too tired to hide

My eyes are open but I'm not awake

I’m a body on repeat / I break and break and break

I’m not lazy / I’m decaying

In this chair, in this cage

Every second, every breath / just pain I can't explain

Let it burn me, let me fall

I was gone before it all

And I don’t wanna be here

Don’t make me be here

Don’t...

I stare at the screen / like it'll save me

But the blinking line just waits

Deadlines pile like coffins

And I can't even lift my name

I’m drowning in all of it/ can’t scream / can’t move

Losing to the silence / nothing left to prove

I’m breaking in the background / fading in the glare

I don’t want to be here

Coffee’s cold, but I still drink it /

Like maybe it’ll fill the space /

I stare out through the window /

While the world keeps changing pace /

Unread messages stack higher /

I pretend they’re not for me /

Put on my headset / say “I’m fine” /

Then mute and try to breathe /

Tried to write a single sentence /

But the words all disappear /

I type, delete, then walk away /

Forget why I was here /

Everyone says “just push through it” /

But they’ve never felt this way /

I’m not lazy / I’m just fading /

More and more each day

I’m drowning in all of it / can’t scream / can’t move

Losing to the silence / nothing left to prove

I used to fake a smile / now I don’t even try

There’s nothing left to hold me

And no one asks me why

unseen / unheard

Buried in the static / slipping without words

I don’t want to be here / I don’t know who I am

I can’t keep pretending

I still give a damn

i dont want to be here

The screen goes black / I don’t log out

Just let it all decay

They’ll ask tomorrow where I’ve been

But I was gone yesterday

i dont want to be here

RΛCHΞY | @rachey13x

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