Drowning
Dark Bubblegum Pop, Pop-Noir Ballad. The song is about suffering with mental health. Female Vocal is a breathy, fragile whisper, intimate and vulnerable. The music is a haunting minor key (around 80-90 BPM). Instrumentation is sparse but suffocating: a deep, pulsing synth bass, a crisp, brittle drum machine beat, and ethereal synth pads. The bridge is a frantic gasp for air.
Drowning
Dark Bubblegum Pop, Pop-Noir Ballad. The song is about suffering with mental health. Female Vocal is a breathy, fragile whisper, intimate and vulnerable. The music is a haunting minor key (around 80-90 BPM). Instrumentation is sparse but suffocating: a deep, pulsing synth bass, a crisp, brittle drum machine beat, and ethereal synth pads. The bridge is a frantic gasp for air.
Lyrics
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๐ฏ๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐โฏโ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐โด๐โ... ๐ ๐พ๐โ๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐ ๐ถ๐๐ โด๐ป ๐โฏ ๐ผ ๐ถ๐๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐พ๐นโฏ ๐ถ๐๐ถ๐, ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐ ๐พโฏ๐ธโฏ โด๐ป ๐๐ ๐โด๐๐ ๐ผ ๐๐ถ๐โฏ๐๐ ๐โฏ๐ ๐ถ๐๐โด๐โฏ ๐โฏโฏ. โฆ ๐ต๐๐ ๐พ๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ๐โฏ ๐๐๐๐พ๐ธ๐โฆ ๐พ๐โ๐ ๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ๐โฏ. ๐ค
๐ฒ๐ฝโฏ๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐โฏ๐พโ๐ฝ๐ ๐ปโฏโฏ๐๐ ๐โดโด ๐ฝโฏ๐ถ๐๐, ๐โฏ๐โฏ๐๐ทโฏ๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ๐โฏโ๐ ๐ถ๐๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐โด๐โฏโด๐โฏ ๐โฏ๐ถ๐น๐ ๐โด ๐๐พ๐๐โฏ๐, ๐โด ๐ฝโด๐๐น ๐โด๐ ๐พ๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐น๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐พ๐ ๐๐ฝโฏ ๐๐พโ๐ฝ๐ ๐โฏ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐คโจ
My Lyrics
The clock ticks slow, a digital hum,
Another night, the silence numb.
My smile's a mask, a painted grace,
But shadows gather in this lonely space.
The world outside keeps spinning fast,
While I'm stuck here, chained to my past.
Every breath feels heavy, every thought a stone,
Trying to surface, but I'm too far down, alone.
The surface is so distant, the light begins to fade,
This quiet battle, a choice I never made.
Oh, I'm drowning, drowning, in this beautiful sea,
A perfect calm that's suffocating me.
With every ripple, I pretend I'm strong,
But underneath, I know I don't belong.
Just drowning, drowning, quietly out of sight,
Wishing for a flicker, a small, hopeful light.
They ask "Are you fine?" I nod and smile,
Another lie that lasts a while.
My hands are numb, my vision's blurred,
By unspoken thoughts, by every unheard word.
I build my walls, brick by silent brick,
Just hoping no one sees the magic trick.
Every breath feels heavy, every thought a stone,
Trying to surface, but I'm too far down, alone.
The surface is so distant, the light begins to fade,
This quiet battle, a choice I never made.
Oh, I'm drowning, drowning, in this beautiful sea,
A perfect calm that's suffocating me.
With every ripple, I pretend I'm strong,
But underneath, I know I don't belong.
Just drowning, drowning, quietly out of sight,
Wishing for a flicker, a small, hopeful light.
Just let me breathe, just give me air!
A single moment, show me someone cares!
I'm losing grip, the currents pull me deep,
A secret chaos that I try to keep!
One tiny breath, before I disappear!
Drowning... drowning...
Out of sight... out of mind...
Drowning... drowning...
No light... left behind...
Drowning... and all alone.......... ๐ค