Intro:

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Instrumental break:

Cameras on the corners, people always looking

Every step I take, like they writing down a number

I’m not trying to start nothing, I’m just trying to get through

But my past keeps tapping my shoulder like, “Remember?”

I did some things I'm not proud off

Some days I can’t even place it in my head

But I know they still bring it up like it’s fresh

Cold months hit and my hands don’t feel right

Late nights, I don’t sleep much, I just stare at the ceiling

Bad news in a row

Same hurt, same looks, same quiet feeling

Family acting like everything’s fine

But I see it in their eyes, they been tired for a while

I try to hold it together, but damn, it gets heavy

So I keep my face straight, like I’m ready

Hook:

Feels like eyes on me, everywhere I go

I keep my head low, moving nice and slow

I don’t want problems, I just want peace

But my mind won’t stop, it won’t let me breathe

Feels like eyes on me, I can’t shut it out

Even when it’s quiet, I still feel the doubt

I’m still here, but it don’t feel the same

I’m just trying to get through another day

I tried to clean it up, tried to cut things off

But it’s easy to slip when you feel that lost

Some days I’m solid, some days I fold

One minute I’m fine, next minute I’m cold

I look at my little brother getting older fast

And I hate how time moves, it never moves back

My uncle still sick, still stuck in his ways

I used to sit and talk with him for hours at my grandma’s place

Then life changed quick, like a door got shut

One call in the morning and my stomach just dropped

I keep thinking I should’ve done more back then

But you can’t fix old days, you just live with the thoughts

People love to judge from far away

Like they know my whole life from a few bad days

If I fall, they point, if I win, they get quiet

So I keep to myself and I don’t get excited

Bridge:

I’m trying something different, I’m trying to be real

Trying to sit with the pain instead of running from it

If I mess up, I’ll own it, I’ll deal with the mess

I’m tired of pretending I’m made of nothing

Hook/Outro:

Feels like eyes on me, everywhere I go

I keep my head low, moving nice and slow

I don’t want problems, I just want peace

But my mind won’t stop, it won’t let me breathe

Feels like eyes on me, I can’t shut it out

Even when it’s quiet, I still feel the doubt

I’m still here, but it don’t feel the same

I’m just trying to get through another day