[Verse 1]
Mom, I’m sorry.
slept too late again,
forgot the vitamins you bought —
yeah, I know you hate that.
You said, “come back to church sometime,”
but I don’t even pray when I’m high.
your heart’s burning up inside,
mine too — just slower, wrapped in smoke.
every blunt I light,
feels like a piece of you sighing.
I swear I’ll quit,
then I take another hit,
watch it fade to the ceiling —
same lie, same peace.

[Hook]
i don’t think i will grow up,
still that kid who messed things up.
light it up, then breathe it slow,
let it fade, just let it go.
i don’t think i will grow up,
don’t wanna change, don’t need that luck.
the world keeps spinnin’, i stay stuck,
i wish i was a magical girl.

[Hook]
i don’t think i will grow up,
still that kid who messed things up.
light it up, then breathe it slow,
let it fade, just let it go.
i don’t think i will grow up,
don’t wanna change, don’t need that luck.
the world keeps spinnin’, i stay stuck,
i wish i was a magical girl.
being an adult is way too heavy,
어른 되는 게 너무나도 scary.
공부보다 힘든 건 being a wife,
house work, cleaning, cooking life.
청소, 빨래, 요리 — repeat,
i lose myself between the sheets.
dreams on hold, bills on line,
but i still say, “i’m fine, i’m fine.”

[Bridge]
난 철들기 싫어, 엄마
애 같기도 무섭고
어른의 무게를 짊어지기엔
내 어깨는 아직 작아
세상은 자꾸 나한테 말해
이제는 변해야 한다고
근데 난 아직도 모르겠어
그게 진짜 행복인 건지

[Hook]
i don’t think i will grow up,
still that kid who messed things up.
light it up, then breathe it slow,
let it fade, just let it go.
i don’t think i will grow up,
don’t wanna change, don’t need that luck.
the world keeps spinnin’, i stay stuck,
i wish i was a magical girl.

[Outro]
maybe that’s okay,
maybe i’m built this way.
thirty-two, still twenty-two —
and i like it that way.