a struggle of focus a chaotic will,

I drown in a promise I never fulfilled,

a debt to myself I can never repay,

an oath that was broken by endless delay.

a debt (to pay)

relax (delay)

I die (today)

there's no (escape)

a mission of meaning a need to evolve,

a blue screen of error and faulty resolve,

I stare at my hallf-life so empty and grim,

a dead state of being a light weak and dim.

a debt (to pay)

relax (delay)

I die (today)

there's no (escape)

Bankrupt and bare I bemoan my sad fate,

I condemn myself for the promise I made,

If I would have chosen to never compete,

I would not be drowning in debt and defeat.

a debt (to pay)

relax (delay)

I die (today)

there's no (escape)

I looked at those people successful in life,

I lacked any reason to give life a try.

I looked at the price of power to gain,

it was too much effort to work through my pain.

a debt (to pay)

relax (delay)

I die (today)

there's no (escape)

I'm drowning In darkness I wish I just die,

and hopefully I'll gain another retry,

but a contract was broken and fate is unknown,

a debt karma coldly did bind to my soul,

a debt (to pay)

relax (delay)

I die (today)

there's no (escape)

there is no exit no shortcut no trick,

but I am the one that could code me a fix,

a patch of persistence of purpose conveyed.

I find my ambition to see my debt payed.

a debt (repayed)

I found (my way)

I live (today)

I changed (my fate)

a debt (repayed)

I found (my way)

I live (today)

I changed (my fate)

no debt....

My way...

today...

my fate...