and like i said im far too shy to come up with anything good in the moment and i guess you can take my word at that my reasons a blank mix tape before magnets lift the lint away and before i use a two finger salute to start some thing beautiful impressing a girl with every cool sound that i know id invite you to my show if only it werent only in my mind this awkwardness i swear i cant when will this be over and i just want to go home and think about how i blew it rewinding missteps on a mix tape that loops and loops endless in my mind and my reasons are a blank mess 1998 was almost thirty years ago howd i get so fuckin old a box full of mix tapes sitting in my closet that i cant even play but they remind of a distant life im glad i left behind 1994 was over thirty years ago today do you remember kurt cobain my mother said i should have killed myself just like my hero kurt cobain 1994 was over thirty years ago today just like my hero kurt cobain like my hero kurt cobain every day i try to forget the