입김은 사라지고, 손에는 아직 시간이 남아 있어요.-4

The breath fades,

but time still remains in my hands.-4

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날이 많이 추워....

후....

후....

손을 비비고, 바람을 불어 넣어

따뜻하게,

후....

후....

입김을 불어 넣어.

잠깐, 따뜻해

그런데, 더 차가워

왜 그럴까

너가, 해줬을 때는

따뜻함이 오래 가던데

내가 나한테 하니까

더 차가워 지고 있어

넌...

따뜻하던 시간을 불었던 걸까

넌...

시간을 따뜻하게 불었던 걸까

그때는, 따뜻했어

맞아, 그때는 따뜻했어

따뜻했지

너가 불어줘서 일까

너가 불러줘서 일까

따뜻했어.

손을 비비고, 바람을 불어 넣어

따뜻하게,

후....

후....

입김을 불어 넣어.

잠깐, 따뜻해

그래서, 더 차가운가.

불어 넣고, 잠깐은 따뜻한데

그건 진짜 잠깐.

불어 넣을때마다

너도 같이 불어, 들어오더라

그래서, 더 차가운가.

지금, 내 손은 차갑기만 해

불어도, 불어 넣어도

더 차가워져, 얼어가

너무 차가워졌나

내 생각과는 다른 시간에,

내가 도착 하고 있어.

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huff…

huff…

I rub my hands, breathe warmth into them.

So they’ll warm up,

huff…

huff…

I blow my breath in.

For a moment, it’s warm.

But then, it gets colder.

Why is that?

When you did it,

the warmth lasted longer.

When I do it for myself,

it only grows colder.

You…

were you breathing warmth

into time itself?

You…

were you warming time?

Back then, it was warm.

Yes, it really was warm.

It was warm.

Was it because you blew on it?

Or because you called my name?

It was warm.

I rub my hands, breathe warmth into them.

So they’ll warm up,

huff…

huff…

I blow my breath in.

For a moment, it’s warm.

And maybe that’s why

it feels even colder afterward.

Each breath brings warmth, just briefly—

only truly briefly.

Every time I blow,

you come in with it too.

Maybe that’s why

it feels even colder.

Right now, my hands are only cold.

No matter how much I blow,

they grow colder,

freezing.

Have they grown too cold?

At a time different from what I imagined,

I find myself arriving.