I don’t dream anymore.

What’s the point?

Dreams are for the blind,

For the fools still waiting for a sunrise that’ll never come.

We was talkin’ ’bout a crib, two keys on the counter,

You was scrollin’ through his pics while I’m talkin’ ’bout our plans.

All them late-night lies, “baby, I’m at my friend’s,”

Whole time, same city, different man in your hands.

I ripped my soul wide open — nothing inside,

A hollow chest where the dreams all died.

Burned every page, broke every line,

Sold my hope for the last fucking time.

Got receipts on my phone,

“Babe, relax, you trippin’” — that tone.

Funny how the truth hit harder than the rumors,

Knew it when you flinched every time I said “roommate.”

I buried my brother, I buried my fear,

Buried my love — nothing left here.

Lost every friend, every fight, every breath,

Kissed every scar, shook hands with death.

Now I’m boxed up love in a black trash bag,

All my trust in the back with the thrift store tags.

You said, “I’m sorry,” with your phone face down,

If you loved me like you say, you wouldn’t move like that.

Fuck the promises, fuck the light,

It never saved me — never made it right.

They told me climb, they told me pray,

But heaven’s just quiet, cold and gray.

I fuckin’ hate you

’Cause I fuckin’ loved you first,

Put my heart in your hands,

You just watched it get worse.

Every “always” that you whispered

Turned to echoes in my head,

I fuckin’ hate you,

But I miss you in my bed.

No more dreams...

Just dirt and stone,

No more faith...

Just skin and bone,

No more lies to fill this grave,

No soul left here to save.

Friends say, “Bro, delete her, just heal,”

But they never wore my shoes, they don’t know how this feel.

I’m still starin’ at the door like you might walk in,

While I’m blockin’ your account, then checkin’ it again.

I’ve screamed at God — he never spoke,

Laughed at the sky ’til my throat broke.

Choked on belief, drowned in doubt,

Now I spit truth and I spit it loud.

You ain’t break me, you bent me,

Turned sweet into empty.

Now every time I trust, I hear your voice tempt me,

See your name in a text, feel sick to my stomach,

Even though it’s not you, my body still runnin’.

No more dreams...

No more sound,

No escape...

No way out,

No more dawn, no more sky,

Just the dirt where I lie.

I fuckin’ hate you

’Cause I fuckin’ loved you deep,

Gave you secrets from my childhood,

You just sold ’em for a fling.

Every “baby, you my only”

Sounded perfect ’til you left,

I fuckin’ hate you,

But I still can’t catch my breath.

Fuck their heaven, fuck their light,

This world’s a cage, and I lost the fight.

No crown, no savior, no reason, no plan —

Just a broken boy and a bitter old man.

Hate that I replay it,

Hate that I still care,

Hate that when I dream

You the one that’s always there.

(I don’t dream anymore…

What’s the point…)

Hate that I refresh

Just to see if you online,

Hate you, hate you, hate you —

No soul left here to save, no sign.

I die here — unseen, unheard.

No prayers.

No glory.

Just fucking silence.

I fuckin’ hate you

’Cause I fuckin’ loved you real,

I was ready for a ring,

You was chasin’ what you feel.

Every “trust me” that you muttered

Now just poison in my chest —

No more dawn, no more sky,

But I still can’t love you less.