🖤Continuation of my song "Heavy" 🖤
Second track from upcoming album
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[slow intro]

Despair

(... Despair, despair...)

Alone in bed,
With a view to the ceiling...

There's restlessness in my head,
I'm slowly breaking (... Despair...)

[instrumental solo]

The darkness embraces me with its claws.

It's taking my mind,
It's tearing everything out of me (...Despair...)

I feel powerless,
I can't bear this heavy burden.

Through me runs this terrible pain.

My body is numb.
My gaze is empty...

Am I enough,
Am I my own?

Fear-anger-pride-pain

Everything collide...
I need help... Oh

[glitch drums]

I've got problems... (I've got problems...)

I've got problems...

[glitch drums echoes]

When I'm alone, when I look at myself.
I'm looking for excuses for my actions.

I want to be better, but I'm just bad.
I know I can't lie to others, I'm only lying to myself.
(I've got problems...)

HELP (... help, help...)

[instrumental solo]
[instrumental solo]

Echoes of old times glitch in my head.

I think I'd scream, but my voice can't be heard.
Tears flowing from anger, what's wrong with me...

Who poisons my soul...

Oh, wait...
It's meee...

I'm just adding and adding, all bad on me...

The nights are the hardest,
then I feel everything.

...aaaaaaa, aaa...

I'm afraid I'm going to hurt myself_<

[music]

I've got problems... (I've got problems...)

I've got problems...

[glitch drums echoes]

When I'm alone, when I look at myself.
I'm looking for excuses for my actions.

I want to be better, but I'm just bad.
I know I can't lie to others.
I'm only lying to myself...
(I've got problems...)

HELP (... help, help...)

[music fades]

I've got problems...

(... I've got problems...)

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