【English lyrics are below, please read】

我們都長大了 卻不知道去哪

一個人總在想 未來的路在哪

爸媽已不在身旁 誰能給我方向

夜裡越想越迷惘 眼前全是黑暗

或許我還沒準備 面對這樣的未來

好想回到小時候 那笑容多燦爛

推著購物車漂移 覺得自己很帥

現在站在商場裡 只剩孤單徘徊

小時候逛商場 爸媽陪在我身旁

長大後一個人 越逛越覺得空虛

遠方的爸媽過得好嗎 我想了很久

深夜的情緒湧上來 忍不住淚直流

或許我還沒準備 面對這樣的未來

好想回到小時候 那笑容多燦爛

看著沒內容的電影 卻能笑得自在

現在眼前的笑容 全被壓力掩埋

以前快樂那麼簡單 隨便都能笑開

現在煩惱像雲壓來 壓得喘不過來

每天耳邊的謊話 讓我再也受不住

不想成為這樣的大人 好想逃回過去

或許我還沒準備 面對這樣的未來

好想回到小時候 那笑容多燦爛

推著購物車漂移 覺得自己很帥

現在站在商場裡 只剩孤單徘徊

有時候會想 如果我沒來過

是不是能輕鬆些 不再受這折磨

現在的我只能喝酒 把這些話寫下

寫成深夜的日記 安慰迷失的我

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We’ve all grown up, but don’t know where to go

Alone, I keep wondering where the path ahead lies

My parents are no longer by my side, who can give me direction?

The more I think at night, the more lost I become, darkness is all around me

Maybe I’m not ready to face a future like this

I wish I could go back to my childhood, when the smiles were so bright

Drifting with a shopping cart, feeling so cool

Now I stand in the mall, only to wander in loneliness

When I was young, I’d stroll the mall with my parents by my side

Now that I’m grown, I walk alone, feeling emptier with each step

I wonder if my parents are doing well far away, I’ve thought about it for so long

Late-night emotions come rushing in, and I can’t stop the tears from flowing

Maybe I’m not ready to face a future like this

I wish I could go back to my childhood, when the smiles were so bright

Watching pointless movies, yet laughing without a care

Now, the smiles before me are all buried beneath the weight of pressure

Happiness used to be so simple, I could laugh freely

Now worries weigh down on me like clouds, making it hard to breathe

The lies in my ears every day are more than I can bear

I don’t want to become this kind of adult, I just want to escape back to the past

Maybe I’m not ready to face a future like this

I wish I could go back to my childhood, when the smiles were so bright

Drifting with a shopping cart, feeling so cool

Now I stand in the mall, only to wander in loneliness

Sometimes I wonder, if I never came here

Would things be easier, would I no longer suffer like this?

Now all I can do is drink, write these words down

Turn them into a late-night diary, comforting the lost version of myself