Your face pops up in my mind

Ughh!! here we go again with this nonsense

Something must had trigger the memory

How do i stop it!

I do not want to utter your name

but that runs as well

As if we had something special

and you were the one that got away..

That is far from it

Your name will forever be forgotten

i tell myself but that is not easy to do when you keep popping back up

Its the gentle ones that circle my thoughts

How bout the bad ones

when can i see them

You really were not meant to cross my life

Thats what i tell myself but we all know people come and go

and leave a mark

An experience to learn from

Good or bad

but i do not think there could be

anyone as worse as you

so i overcame the bad part of living life

Problem is im still not over it

no way! not far from it

How do you convince yourself

that no one will ever fool you

and for it to go as bad as it got

playing mind games with a narcisist

No one can go rounds

with that kind of energy

and not be worn out

and feel destroyed and helpless

I know i put up a good fight

But in that process i felt it was not right

I just wonder how long it will take for me to feel myself again with energy

and not feel the toxicity

that ran me straight down

I saw that side of you.....

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Vic no victor

Your name will forever be forgotten i tell myself but that is not easy to do when ypu keep popping back up

Its the gentle ones that circle my thoughts

How bout the bad ones when can i see them

You really were not meant to cross my life