Strong will to fight

Thats the reason im still alive

Fake smile

My mind says die

I wanna survive

My friends stay behind my back

and wispers good luck

thats the reason im still alive

Stiff mind

Every breath feels like a lie

Between staying and falling

Between silence and calling

I wanna survive

Even if i wakeup this time

I dont wanna smile

Face my life

Thats not a lie

look into my eyes

"Did I survive?"

I'm still alive

Still here?

So I call that is life

Hands shake

Can't hide

Mirror shows both sides

One that wants to die

One that to life

"I can't decide"

Scarred heart

Still loud

Soft voice in the crowd

Says

"You don't owe perfection

You just owe connection"

If I wake up one more time

That’s a win or

That’s a lie

Did i survive?

To the dark that tried to drag me down

Hear my silent screeam one more time