Rushy, Rushy, Rush!

Its all I done, its all I do…

n I jus hope… hope that they feel me, man…

The pain… the pain…

Aint goin nowhere, but I want this sht to change…

Tune in…

Its all I want, its all I bleed, the ink is my I— V

Operate off integrity, my hearts a pure octane

They hydro-fakin when the pressure hit, they swerve n hit the ditch

Lookin fo a merge lane, Im lookin fo a whole 'notha planet to claim, btch

I define myself by the fire, not the position I stand in

Listen…

I seen em sell their soul fo a spot in the matrix reception

Left they morals bleedin out on the curb fo a curb-check lesson

But not I, Lawd knows I could never do the same

Im too stuck in my ways like a Glock with the safety rusted, cant change

Too much pride in my veins, its a transfusion, Im a different strain

They hop in they lane, I am the lane, go 'head n merge up in this pain!

Lately, hopeless, had to recenter the focus

Dove deep in the heart beat, found a demon doin kick-flips in my optic

I was jus managin the pain, lifestyles of the vain

Lights out in the daytime, darkness is my lost cause

Hard to find ur center when ur faith is on a lost pawn

Feel like a basket case, but my basket full of brass balls, yeah!

Its all I done, its all I do (All I do!)

Its all I'll ever need, its all I want (All I want!)

n I jus hope that they feel me n the pain…

Doesn't seem to go away…

But I want this sht to change…

Find it hard to stay the same…

n I dont want that, nah, I dont want that…

Ayy, Rush, the human meth lab, cookin pure rage

They inconvenienced by turbulence, Im inconvenient in a maze

Im in the fast lane with my eyes closed, chewin on the dashboard

Self-esteem passed away? I put a resurrection clause in my last phrase

Im runnin til the finish line gets finished, Im diminishin my limits

Givin everythin til nothin's in it, then I spit out more minutes

Its all love, peace n blessin's Im a weapon with a message

I hope u succeed, true indeed, but get used to the feelin of 2nd-bestness

Understand that everythin aint always what it seems, its a devils mezzanine

A livin hell where heavens mean n we all jus pissin in the gene pool

Nowhere to guard ur emotions Guard ur neck, this is a throat-slittin oasis

Darkness before the light I am the dark, light n the fckin basis

No matter how low u get, jus try to remember the bottom is my basement

Im in the foundation, diggin out the gold with my dental arrangements, ya dig?

Rushy, the Green Ranger, morphin on these sad strangers

My lifes a constant danger, my pens a brain rearranger…

Its all I done…

Its all I do…

The pain…

But the pain is the fuel, man…

Pain linger like smoke, but I spark that firemean…

they switch lanes like they NASCAR in they feels

Im the last Mohican, leave em headless, no deals…

Integrity? Thats the sauce—I sip it neat

They out here fakin flexes with they morals on E…

I seen em sell they soul fo a spot in the shade

Now they shadows talkin, but the sun dont fade…

Lately I been drownin but I swim in the shallow

Daylight turn to midnight— my soul play peekaboo

Im runnin with the Devil, but I still bring Good News…

Its all I want… hope they feel me when Im gone…

Pain dont leave, it jus move in with a lease too long…

But I need this sht to change, cant stay the same

I’d rather drown in my truth than float in they fame…

Hydroplane in they brain, they swervin in the mist

Im ghostridin the beat, Rushy exorcist…

They merge up jus to crash like a bad GPS

Im navigatin Hell jus to Heaven my steps…

lost at sea

Lights out in the day? Thats a melatonin OD…

I been diggin deep like a grave fo my soul

Found my faith in the dirt—

Sun aint shine without the dark, so Im patient…

Devil’s Mezzanine got a room with my name in…

But Rushy dont check in, I jus blaze thru the lobby

Lifes a Rubik’s Cube— I solve it while its still knotty

Its all Ive seen, its all I knew

Lost too much, now my heart bulletproof

Feel like the pain got my soul on lease

Every night, I jus pray fo peace

Same old rush, but it dont compete

I jus hope when I talk, they hear me...

Dam, I kno they hear me...

But do they feel me?

Pain like a old wound, it still bleed

Tryna change, but its stuck in me

This pain, its my main frame of mind, I cant re-wire it (cant re-wire it)

I cant retire it (never)

Been stained, this ink on my soul dont fade, I cant require it

They lied, said the hurt was a phase, but this sht permanent, Im tired of it

Rushy... Rushy... Rush...