Man... it's like every time I sit down, the walls close in.

All these thoughts, all this pressure

But nothing good. No tune. No spark.

It’s like... am I even me anymore?

Nah. You know what?

You know what I’m TIRED!

Of running in circles, my mind’s expired.

The fire’s gone cold, where’s the spark I admired?

Telling myself,

"Keep cool, stay calm,"

But my patience snapped like a ticking bomb.

I’m tired, wired, thoughts misfired

Expired fires, endless spires

Desires, liars, climbing higher

They say, “Push harder!”

Am i a fighter or writer!

"You’re just being dramatic."

No, I’m exhausted!

"Relax, take a breath."

Yeah, tried it, it’s costed.

Every ounce of my peace,

Every shred of my mind,

"You got this!"

I don’t need your pity speech!

"You’ll make it!"

Stop telling me things I can't reach.

The war in my head keeps flipping the script,

Now I’m talking to myself,

And I’m stuck in this loop!

"Why you still writing?"

Because words are my war cry,

"Why you still fighting?"

Because I’m not afraid to die

Not physically, but this version of me,

That takes all the punches and just lets it be.

"You’re weak!"

Nah, I’m human there’s a difference!

Strength ain’t measured by ignorance or indifference.

I’m spilling my truth, raw, real, and unfiltered,

I’m tired of the scripted

YOU KNOW WHAT!

I’m tired, wired, thoughts misfired

Expired fires, endless spires

Desires, liars, climbing higher

They say, "Push harder!"

What am i! Fighter or Writer