Some days I wake up convinced I’m untouchable

Words come easy, every thought feels justifiable

I talk too fast, make promises I can’t keep

Swear I don’t need sleep like sleep needs me

Then it shifts and I don’t notice at first

Just everything heavier, quieter, worse

I start questioning what’s real, what I said

If I meant what I felt or imagined it instead

I don’t trust my thoughts when they start to race

I don’t trust the mirror when I can’t read my face

I don’t wanna fly if I’m losing my ground

I don’t wanna scream just to feel something now

I found a rhythm in the middle of loud

Not too high, not too low, I’m on even ground

I don’t need the rush, I don’t need the twist

I just wanna live in the skin that I’m in

I found a rhythm in the middle of sound

Not too high, not too low, I’m on even ground

I’ve scared myself with how certain I sound

Like confidence is truth when it’s running unchecked

I’ve lost whole weeks trying to chase that feeling

Then lost myself when the feeling left

There are days I don’t trust my own reactions

Don’t know if I’m fine or just flat and detached

I’m tired of guessing which version is me

The one who feels everything or can’t fucking feel a thing

I don’t miss the mess, but I miss believing

I don’t miss the fall, but I miss the meaning

I don’t wanna fly if I’m losing my ground

I don’t wanna scream just to feel something now

I found a rhythm in the middle of loud

Not too high, not too low, I’m on even ground

I don’t need the rush, I don’t need the twist

I just wanna live in the skin that I’m in

I found a rhythm in the middle of sound

Not too high, not too low, I’m on even ground

I’m learning that calm doesn’t mean I’m empty

And quiet doesn’t mean I’ve disappeared

I’m still here, just less at war with it

I don’t wanna fly if I’m losing my ground

I don’t wanna scream just to feel something now

I found a rhythm I can live around

Not too high, not too low, I’m on even ground