I’ve been thinking too deep, now I’m drowning in my thoughts,

Not giving a fuck, is something, that can not, be taught,

My mind is racing, like a mother fuckin auto sport,

I gonna keep on chasing, even if it can not be caught,

I’m definitely, up for the challenge,

Mentally, I’m tryna find ma balance,

Tryna make the most of life, with, the lyrics that I write, I’m using my talent,

I’m keeping it real, I swear, I’ve never been a fuckin fake,

I don’t drug deal, I just drug take,

But if that shit is laced, I won’t fuckin partake,

I gotta get high, just ta fuckin escape,

Poppin pain pills, tryna heal, from my last heart break,

Can’t forget the benzos, the feeling of that combo, feels so fucking great,

Yeah the drugs got me feeling, myself, and I’m not meaning, masturbate, not talking about touching myself,

Im drinking and driving, always hitting ma neighbours gate,

Im still on my usual drugs, but I’m tryin ta put down all the heavy weights,

I want to quit the cocaine and the alcohol, because it’s only fuckin, destruction,

that’s all that they create,

Im gonna, try and stop, the marijuana, I’m just tryna, elevate

I’ve even started to meditate,

I’ll keep lookin, with in, until I fuckin levitate,

it’s, got its benefits, but I’m takin a break, from the LSD, my future acid, trips, can wait,

Yeah I’ve stopped considering suicide, I’ve started winning, at that debate,

Because I wanna stay alive, I need to take, my, new lovely lady, out on a date,

Hell yeah, I’m gonna fuckin survive, and, I, will live to see another, day, now,

I was feeling like, I, was stuck, but I, think now I’ve found the, way, out,

But the Xanax, and Percocet, will be, the hardest test,

They might be the only drugs left,

I’m going to try my fuckin best,

But I feel like they’re a part of me, now

They help with fuckin calming me, down,

They’re not too damaging when I’m not drunk g,

But that’s just a poor excuse, from a fucking, justifying, junkie,

I just don’t know, if can if I can say no, to the opiates and the benzos,

I’ve still got a long, motherfuckin way to go,

And I’m feeling a bit unsure, because god only knows,

If I’m smart enough, to know the right way to go, because now theres a mother fuckin fork in the road, woah, woah, woah, woah, woah,

I’m standin’ at the crossroads, breathin’ in the cold air,

One path leads back to the bottle, the other’s to the light, I swear.

I’m pickin’ the hard way, even if my legs shake,

‘Cause I finally found somethin’, somethin’ worth stayin’ awake.

Yeah the drugs got me feelin’, but I’m takin’ off the weight,

Not givin’ up tomorrow, I’m just learnin’ how to wait.

Im still on my journey, but I’m changin’ up the pace,

Gonna leave the darkness, step into a better place.

I’ll keep lookin’ with in, until I finally levitate,

No more runnin’ from the mirror, I’m just facin’ my own fate.

Woah… woah…

I’m still here.

Still breathin’.

Still tryin’.

The road’s still long, but I’m walkin’ it now.

One step at a time…

Yeah… one step at a time.