Thankfully, I woke up again and it’s still June 25th—just in time to make a new song.

Today marks the second time in my life that I’ve felt the entire world spinning. Ever since I hit my head a long time ago, my ears have been a bit unbalanced, and I’ve often experienced dizziness. Then, two years ago, I had my first episode of earstone dislodgement. When I opened my eyes, the room was spinning—and what was even more surreal was that even with my eyes closed, the darkness itself felt like it was spinning too. I went to a clinic and learned how to perform the repositioning maneuvers, but I still feel very weak..I think I’ll be fine tomorrow, but sometimes I can’t help wondering… what if I end up unable to do anything because of this?🥀

I blink, but the world won’t stay still—

Walls lean in like they’ve lost their will

Gravity twists like a whispered curse

And the floor forgets what down is worth

Every breath turns to a question mark

I chase the light, but I fall through dark

Am I asleep, or wide awake

Inside this tilted earthquake?

Spin me out, I’m drowning slow

In a velvet black hole where shadows grow

No north, no sound—just a siren sigh

And the ceiling pouring from the sky

I try to walk, but my footsteps sway

Like a puppet pulled the wrong kind of way

My thoughts unravel into static snow

And I’m caught where time forgets to go

Mirror’s breathless, the room’s alive—

I swear I heard my silence cry

If stillness is a crime of mine

Then let me spin until I find—

Some center that won’t collapse beneath

Some hush that holds the world in peace

But for now, I fall, again, again

In a spiral kiss of fear and flame…

Just tell the stars I tried to stand—

In a room that turned away from land