
CRUSHING ME SO (original)
industrial electronic rock, dark synthwave, cyberpunk dystopian electronic
Toxic Avenger // Lost Boy·3:56

3:56
CRUSHING ME SO (original)
industrial electronic rock, dark synthwave, cyberpunk dystopian electronic
Creator: Toxic Avenger // Lost BoyRelease Date: April 2, 2026
Lyrics
[verse]
Would you care if I cut myself tonight?
Would you put me in a closet?
Hating everything you know
Force me to walk out slow
[verse]
friends but never just friends
i wonder if ignorance ends
if love ever spends
no need to pretend
your words ever meant
anything more than feet in cement
[pre-chorus]
out of your life
out of the show
kept it for years
for me to die slow
in your arms
crushing me so
oh crushing me so...
oh crushing me so...
[chorus]
if you say I belong
if you see past the face
will I ever be yours
Can we ever shred hate?
Can we ever feel whole?
Oh can we ever be in love?
[verse]
lock me up so deep
and then just keep
oh yeah, just keep the light out of my reach
then crush me underneath
yeah, just underneath your family tree
[verse]
disappointment in flesh
blood is not blood
when you fathom this mess
no hope from above
you care even less
if I'll ever come home
[pre-chorus]
out of your life
out of the show
kept it for years
for me to die slow
in your arms
crushing me so
oh crushing me so...
[chorus]
if you say I belong
if you see past the face
will I ever be yours
Can we ever shred hate?
Can we ever feel whole?
Oh can we ever be in love?
[chorus]
if you say I belong
if you see past the face
will I ever be yours
Can we ever shred hate?
Can we ever feel whole?
Oh can we ever be in love?
[outro]
out of your life
out of the show
kept it for years
for me to die slow
in your arms
crushing me so
oh crushing me so...
Would you care if I cut myself tonight?
Would you put me in a closet?
Hating everything you know
Force me to walk out slow
[verse]
friends but never just friends
i wonder if ignorance ends
if love ever spends
no need to pretend
your words ever meant
anything more than feet in cement
[pre-chorus]
out of your life
out of the show
kept it for years
for me to die slow
in your arms
crushing me so
oh crushing me so...
oh crushing me so...
[chorus]
if you say I belong
if you see past the face
will I ever be yours
Can we ever shred hate?
Can we ever feel whole?
Oh can we ever be in love?
[verse]
lock me up so deep
and then just keep
oh yeah, just keep the light out of my reach
then crush me underneath
yeah, just underneath your family tree
[verse]
disappointment in flesh
blood is not blood
when you fathom this mess
no hope from above
you care even less
if I'll ever come home
[pre-chorus]
out of your life
out of the show
kept it for years
for me to die slow
in your arms
crushing me so
oh crushing me so...
[chorus]
if you say I belong
if you see past the face
will I ever be yours
Can we ever shred hate?
Can we ever feel whole?
Oh can we ever be in love?
[chorus]
if you say I belong
if you see past the face
will I ever be yours
Can we ever shred hate?
Can we ever feel whole?
Oh can we ever be in love?
[outro]
out of your life
out of the show
kept it for years
for me to die slow
in your arms
crushing me so
oh crushing me so...
