I don't want to live like I'm already dead
Grunge rock, Alt-rock, Punk, Emo, punk rock, trap rock, no mood-based tempo shift, full volume, immediate attack, Chorus Hook: The lost and the displaced, [Intro] **Immediate distorted slap guitar explosion with heavy feedback and wall-of-fuzz tone**, cracked whisper vocal, detuned analog pad, No soft piano fade-in, [Drums] Dominant distorted 808s, heavy trap hi-hats, snapping snares, glitch fills that feel unstable, Bass: deep sub-bass, sidechain with kick, heavy but warm, [Guitar] **Very aggressive, thick, and abrasive tone, ** Very hard slap rhythms, tremolo walls in verse, **loud, dissonant overdrive punch in chorus**, dreamy washed layers in bridge and final, [FX] Reversed delays, detuned pads, whisper echoes, tape hiss, vinyl crackle, breath left in, short moments of silence, [male Vocal] Very hard raspy and husky, very hard breathy, very hard strong vibrato, raw, frantic, whisper-to-explosive, Voice must crack, break and miss notes; collapse mid-line, then recover
I don't want to live like I'm already dead
Grunge rock, Alt-rock, Punk, Emo, punk rock, trap rock, no mood-based tempo shift, full volume, immediate attack, Chorus Hook: The lost and the displaced, [Intro] **Immediate distorted slap guitar explosion with heavy feedback and wall-of-fuzz tone**, cracked whisper vocal, detuned analog pad, No soft piano fade-in, [Drums] Dominant distorted 808s, heavy trap hi-hats, snapping snares, glitch fills that feel unstable, Bass: deep sub-bass, sidechain with kick, heavy but warm, [Guitar] **Very aggressive, thick, and abrasive tone, ** Very hard slap rhythms, tremolo walls in verse, **loud, dissonant overdrive punch in chorus**, dreamy washed layers in bridge and final, [FX] Reversed delays, detuned pads, whisper echoes, tape hiss, vinyl crackle, breath left in, short moments of silence, [male Vocal] Very hard raspy and husky, very hard breathy, very hard strong vibrato, raw, frantic, whisper-to-explosive, Voice must crack, break and miss notes; collapse mid-line, then recover
Lyrics
Limits?
Don’t you dare decide for me!
I don’t know where I’m going,
and I don’t need a reason.
If I don’t like it,
I’ll paint it over.
“It’s not the end — it’s just the start!”
Until the flowers bloom, keep screaming!
I’m not giving up.
I can’t see the future,
but if you need to cry — I’ll stand with you.
Doubts, pain, scars,
I’ve felt them all and still stayed standing.
In this messed-up world,
“Dance ‘til you’re drenched in your own blood!”
“Dance ‘til you’re drenched in your own blood!”
I don’t care about your rules.
A broken world?
I’ll live exactly as I feel.
I’m all in —
and yeah, I know it means nothing.
Spectators, stay out of my way.
Hate me if you want,
I’m still living now.
Cover it over,
“Blend in?” — sorry, not for me.
I only do what I want.
“So what?”
When I’m dead,
“Will I regret it?”
Truth? It shifts
every time the system updates.
I only know my way,
and I’ll only walk my way.
I won’t live like I’m already dead.
I’ll do it my way.
If that’s a crime — I’ll laugh.
I won’t rot into something worthless.
Dance ‘til you’re covered in blood!
Alone? Fine.
If this moment’s the best,
then my past wasn’t a mistake.
When words don’t come,
just scream something,
anything — it’s enough.
限界なんて
「決めつけんなよ！」
行き先なんて知らねーよ
理由なんて必要ない
気に入らねーことなんか
塗り替えりゃいい
「終わりなんかねーよ、これからだろ？」
花が咲くまで
「さけびつづけろ！！」
あきらめる気はねーよ
さきのことなんてわかんねーよ
泣きたくなったら つきあうよ・・
疑って、悩んで、
傷ついて、痛みに耐えて
イカれてる自分に気づいて
イカれた世界で
「血まみれになって踊り狂えよ！」
「血まみれになって踊り狂えよ！」
「どーでもいいよ」
ルールなんていらねーよ
狂った世界？
感じたままに生きてくよ
人生かけてんだよ
知ってるよ、
意味なんてないこと
傍観者がふざけんな
嫌われたって
気になんねーよ
ほっといてくれ
「今を生きてんだからさ！」
塗りつぶせ
「周りに合わせろって？」
残念ながら お断りだ！！！
やりたいことしかできないんだ
「それがなんだって？？」
死んだあとに 「後悔すんのか？」
真実なんて？？？
「アップデートされりゃ」
「答えも変わるもんだろ？」
「自分のやりかたしか わかんねーし」
「自分のやりかたでしか やらねーよ」
死んでるみたいに生きたくない
やりたいようにやってく
「それが罪だってんなら笑える」
「くだらない人間になりたくねーんだ」
血まみれになって踊り狂え！！！
孤独でも、かまわない
今が最高なら
過去は間違ってなかったってことさ
言葉が出てこないときには
「適当でいいよ、叫んでみなよ」