she like

"you straight?"

i said

"yea..."

but the word ain't even get all the way out.

shit slowed down halfway,

caught my lip,

my mouth,

held it hostage.

blunt lil too tight.

pull still came out

strong,

came out right.

sent me sumwere far,

tasted like sum it wasn't,

like sum wit' a name

but nun i seen in no jar.

head lean,

seat took me.

air thick,

not hot,

just got hands

and grip like tick.

ain't feel like smokin at first,

wasn't planned.

now look at me,

talkin to the wheel,

askin if it's ever felt lost.

she gigglin for real

but tryin not to.

she bite her lip

not in no sexy way,

jus tryna keep the high in place.

dat leaf got legs.

now we both quiet

but loud.

window down but we don't hear a sound

outside.

wind just movin round

like our minds.

i ain't mean to think this long.

thought be like

"you remember that one time..."

n then

never tell me what time it was,

jus leave.

leave me wit' a thought unresolved,

nowhere.

she lean over,

ask if i ever got high in church.

i'm like

girl

you wild,

but lowkey

yea.

dis dat sit-back,

thoughts loose,

blunt like truth,

ain't got roof.

dis dat sit-back,

ain't no pace,

leaf got legs,

ride got taste.

she shift her weight my way,

laugh like it's a secret,

say

"ion do this often".

i said

"what, smoke or tell the truth?"

she ain't say nun,

jus tapped me wit' her soft hands.

car rollin

but we parked

mentally.

body still doin laps tho.

you ever blink slow,

then forget why,

then blink again

n it feel personal?

das me,

das now.

she talkin bout a story

but it got no plot,

jus events

linked by vibe.

i nod

not cause i get it

but cause i'm here.

dis dat sit-back,

thoughts loose,

blunt like truth,

ain't got roof.

dis dat sit-back,

no real time,

words jus float,

eyes don't mind.

we ain't finish,

we ain't start,

we ain't need to.

this jus

is....