(Building High Tension)

God? [Echo]

Why did all this happen to me?

My baby...

She's almost a year old now.

...

I've cried so many nights to you.

asking you why can't I be there?

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Shouldn't This year be the best time of my life?

Why'd it end up being the worst?

...

..

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They all tell me talk to you...

As long as you will listen...

That's the only thing I need...

Before...

I..

Leave.

(verse)

I'm a set it straight,

it's time that I tell everythang.

I can't hold all this weight,

I bare and carry everyday.

i share today,

before I break,

and hurt the one's who's cursed my fate.

I look back on it all,

I don't thank I even talked to her.

although I did my all for her,

reached in and give my heart to her.

Was told I never tried.

I swear,

that's all I ever heard.

till it was my best i left for sure.

or both of us would end up hurt.

Like it wouldn't work,

Couldn't work,

apparently.

Friends say you use me,

Always telling me,

It's clear to see.

That never once really cared for me.

So why was you always there for me?

For years I always ghosted right?

Was broke inside,

I'm sorry I,

Never chose to try,

Along all that time.

Gave me my dream,

always said you'd have my baby.

Cause I lost my girl,

It crushed my world,

Like you determined to save me.

Never got the chance to thank you,

Or was that all just a game too?

but while you been playing,

Look what a monster you created.

(Hook)

Before....

I ..

Leave......

(Verse2)

I feel so out a place,

I count days,

Like amounts of change.

found my faith,

lost again,

Like misplaced.

I miss my Lowly!

I'm the dad who wants to stay.

knew I dreamed that,

And you use her just to get your way.

hacked my thangs,

Been acting fake,

Since you never let me help pick a name.

used to tell me you ain't want her,

Talk abortion,

That's the shit you'd say.

How the fucks it fair I sit and wait?

I only see her when she says okay.

Let someone else imaginate,

And brag how you do Everythang.

Lay on your back and fuck for thangs.

Like drugs you take,

Plus you drank.

Don't fuckin care,

Do ya thang.

Stop telling me I can't do thangs.

Stop treating me like I'm afraid,

Caint maintain,

When y'all to blame.

what kind a sorry gawd damn piece of shit will steal or takes baby's thangs?

All to make her dad look bad.

tell me I can't feed her that,

I'd never interfere like that.

That's why I'm so angry man,

Cause that's crazy shit,

And proof you're fuckin Trash.

(Break)

I'm sorry little Lowly..

Mama doesn't want you to know me.

I'm mad cause all the lies she told me.

I could be there for you she knows it.

Just like the things she did,

She knows it.

Steady messing with my emotions.

I pray to God that you'll know I never chose this.

I pray to God when you grow you know me.

I pray you'll know dad always loved you.

My proof..

Is in the 3 songs I wrote you .......