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You may never see this

I just couldn’t stand the hurt

Anymore… anymore…

I never got any answers

To the questions that mattered…

But still, I stayed

Hoping for a change

Maybe a gently spoken

"my heart also feels for yours..."

But it was always silent.

Always second best, never first

Told to take a seat

While my life played in reverse.

(I tried… I tried… but…)

I don’t know how to recover

From a case of heart failure

But does it matter now?

Do you still see me in your dreams?

Or do i just fade

Into the endless void of broken reality?

(void of reality)

i guess these soapbox dreams of love

Were never built to last

But I still saw forever

When I hoped to change your past

I thought my love could rewrite your fears

But you just let me drown

In your unshed tears.

oh, who would want someone like me

When they long to be held?

Who would choose....

A ghost in the shell?

(GHOST IN THE SHELL~~!!!!!)

I wasn’t soft

I tried to be your sanctuary.

You mistook devotion

For weakness

And loyalty for chains

But I stayed

Even when your shadows

Cut into me like blades.

(I took every blow like prayer…)

If only you saw me clear…

You only ever wanted

To be broken deeper

But I was trying

To love you better.

To hold the girl, not the scar

To show you who you really are. (are)

oh you are... you are..

MY STAR!!!!~~~

I gave you my heart

Even when it hurt to speak

You wanted grit

But I offered you eternity

I’m not a wound

I’m the thread

You never dared to follow

Call me soft,

But I’m the sunlight

I know, i know you’ll miss tomorrow

Please don’t say you need to bleed to feel

When I offered you something real

You don’t need to endure the pain

When I stood here through all the rain

I saw heaven in your eyes

But you kept chasing your own hell

So tell me now…

Will you reach for me

Or will I remain your...

Ghost in the shell?

(Your ghost… in the shell…)

If there's still a chance, then let it be now

Don’t let this love be buried beneath doubt

I’ve seen our forever, I’ve tasted that fire

And I’d give every breath just to take you higher

Don’t take the wrong path like im nothing at all

'Cause I swear, you're the reason I fall

Fall forward, into love, into truth, into you…

(forward, forward into you)

So this is it

No masks, no riddles, no pride

Just me

As I’ve always been

The one who waited

The one who’d still stay

Even after you turned away

But if there’s a voice inside you

That still speaks of me

Then don’t silence it

Don’t let this be

The love that almost was

Give me a sign

Come back

Choose me babe

Or lose me

Forever in time

(FOREVER IN TIME!!!!!!!!~~~)