Maybe , yeah Maybe

Been thinking lately

And maybe an honest one

Makes the run

Maybe the other ones block out

The Son (the church church church)

Maybe one of us needs to break free (lead lead lead )

Maybe one of us should part the sea (set them free free free )

Maybe one of us living in authenticity

Maybe one of us who can “simply see”

Past the bad theology and say

This isn’t me and have the courage just to go and find a place to simply be, yeah

Just “BE”

Yeah ohhh gonna be

The ME-they tried to say was deceived

Yeah maybe one of us who went “astray” excommunicated, cast away, forgotten face, a sinners name, fall from grace, almost no trace,

Yeah Maybe one of us who

Talked out loud about the fall

And the meaning of it all

And know the night still makes us feel small

Less than Half of nothing left at all

Ooohhhhh

Maybe one of us that couldn’t be what they say we all should be, (not for me)

Maybe one of us who put in time

To realign her beaten spine and

Radiate some real sunshine

All that messy theology, formality, fake personalities, shame and blame false reality maybe one of us who grew to love herself, to cope, to hope, to row a boat and stay afloat on more than hope

But if my memory serves me well

Our friends are still stuck in that hell

still treading water down in that well

That guilty knowledge makes me unwell

maybe we should focus less

Deconstructing why we left

Their hands are guilty of that theft

I haven’t got over that yet

One of us should stand and shout

Open gates to lead them out

Show them that we left and healed

And not that leaving breaks

Your very last drop of will

Those are big shoes to fill

Your very last drop of will

You’ll find that on this hill

Free will

Free free will