ooh

sun through the blinds like a second chance,

i brush past doubt with a sideways glance

spilled thoughts in the sink with the toothpaste

tryna clean my act, but i move at a loose pace

i say sorry more than i fix things

crack a smile to hide what the guilt brings

should’ve meditated — instead, i scrolled

saw a reel on growth, didn’t save it tho

look

every day’s a mountain that i climb in flip-flops

make promises even if i’m not sure

i ghost my problems, text my friends back late

but i’m workin’ on myself — it’s a slow update

my mirror says “try,” my couch says “nah”

i’m somewhere in the middle with a protein bar

and a podcast preachin’ that “pain’s a teacher”

while i’m just tryna not snap on the barista

⸻

i don’t got it all,

but i’m tryna be more than the faults i recall

every sunrise feels like a dare

to show up again, even if i’m scared

it ain’t perfect, but it’s mine

i stumble through the seconds like i’m runnin’ outta time

heart heavy but i still show up solo

sayin’ maybe today, or maybe tomorrow

⸻

yeah

i leave notes for myself like clues

on sticky pads, half read, half truths

“drink water,” “breathe slow,” “don’t scroll before bed”

but i fold every rule like clothes i don’t wear

i cancel plans with better versions of me

the gym me, the journal me, the early sleep me

but they wait by the door with hope in their hands

like maybe i’ll meet them if i just take a stand

self-help books turn into coasters

my intentions deep, but my focus floats

still, i text “how are you?” a bit more this year

and i mean it — even if the answer’s unclear

sometimes growth is just quiet resistance

to the part of me stuck in familiar distance

and yeah, i slip — but i lace back up

walk into the day with my past in the trunk

⸻

i don’t got it all,

but i’m tryna be more than the faults i recall

every sunrise feels like a dare

to show up again, even if i’m scared

it ain’t perfect, but it’s mine

i’m going through the seconds like i’m runnin’ outta time

heart heavy but i still show up solo

sayin’ maybe today, or maybe tomorrow

⸻

ooh

it’s the small things that don’t make it to the gram

the calm nights, the chill times

so if i fail today, just forgive me ohh

I’ll try again tomorrow — and who knows?

i’m not perfect, but it’ s fine

i’ m living up my life enjoying my own time

sometimes heavy but i still show up solo

sayin’ maybe today, or maybe tomorrow

oow oww

“oo” maybeee tomorrowww orroww orrooooww….

⸻

ooh

it’ s the small things that don’ t make it to the gram

the calm nights, the chill times

so if i fail today, just forgive me ohh

I’ ll try again tomorrow — and who knows?

uuuuhh

ummmmmmmm

uuuuuuuhhh

mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

mmmmmaybe tommorrow...

and who knooowss...

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mmmmmmmmm "yeah"