"I don’t know (I don't know)

"I don’t know (I don't know)

"I don’t know (I don't know)

"I don’t know who I am no more—

I took the long way home, through the garden of my faults

Where the silence split like thunder, and my name got lost

Had a fistfight with my mirror, said "you talk too soft"

But even bruises bloom when the petals fall off

Mama called me golden, the world called me ghost

They dressed me in shame like a Sunday coat

But I stripped that thread down to skin and bone

Wrote my worth in waves—on my own, I float

I used to beg the sun to see me,

Now I glow when the moon believes me

Cracks in my heart let the starlight breathe me—

I ain’t broken, I’m just sea-deep

Love me like the world’s ‘bout to end

Like the sky wrote a song with my name in the wind

I’m the child, the storm, and the silence within

Ooh, I found God in my skin

Love me like the tide loves the shore

Like the hurt made a place I don’t run from no more

I ain’t waiting for the world to adore—

Ooh, I was whole before

Traded all my prayers for poems, all my fears for flame

Wore my softness loud—like a rebel’s name

Found peace in the mirror when I stopped the game

Of chasing versions I could never tame

Used to bend just to fit in frames

Now I frame my pain like it's part of the saint

Tattooed every scar with a truth I claim

If I’m lost, I’m lost like rain

What if heaven ain’t above but inside?

What if loving yourself is the afterlife?

I built a chapel in the back of my mind—

Where no one’s holy, but we all survive

Love me like the world’s ‘bout to end

Like the stars told the sea I was more than pretend

I’m the verse, the ache, and the voice I defend

Ooh, I found God in my skin

Love me like the first breath I drew

Like the weight of the world couldn’t carry my truth

Now I walk like I got nothing to prove—

Ooh, I was whole before you