I hate being hated, it's kinda my brand

Not evil baby, I can’t stick to the plan

I ghost and forget, then pretend I care

Oh selfish me, Yeah it's so unfair

You glare through the screen like I don’t exist

But I screenshot the hate like it’s on my wishlist

She sees me / Hate me, maybe, baby?

If you hate me, I already know

I feel it through the phone's soft glow

Like lasers from your pixel gaze

Scrolling by me I felt it for days

See me, miss me / Hate’s so crispy

Oh one-one microsecond of your hate

Is like confetti in which I bathe

Your cold indifference, fire to me

I melt inside the apathy

I’m not okay but I’m so online

Oh Hate me, baby—make it mine

Hate me! Baby! Make me shine!

Every morning I check the list

Of people I’m sure I don’t exist to

Your name is circled in glowing red

You post and I caught it inside my head

You think of me less than a broken nail

But I’m haunted by it like a fairytale

List me, miss me / Hate’s so crispy

Therapists say, “Focus on love”

But love doesn’t spark like drama does!❤️

I don’t need hearts, I need reactions

Even if they’re viral distractions

When I hate you back, it’s a twisted kiss

Hope’s in the thorns, and I live for this

Love you, hate you / Blur through / Break you

If you hate me, I already know

I feel it through the phone's soft glow

Like lasers from your pixel gaze

Scrolling by me I felt it for days

See me, miss me / Hate’s so crispy

One microsecond of your hate

Is like confetti in which I bathe

Your cold indifference, fire to me

I melt inside the apathy

I’m not okay but I’m so online

Oh Hate me, baby—make it mine

Hate me! Baby! Make me shine!

It’s not just black, it’s glitter-gray

The way I burn when you look away

I archive every cruel delight

So hate me wrong, but hate me right

Right… right…

Maybe I’ll rise, maybe I’ll crash

Maybe I’ll love you back in a flash

But for now, I’ll keep this spark alive

In the hatred where I survive

Let's scroll through one more time…

Okay, posted…

Love you! 💋