Rushy... Rushy... Rush!

Tell me why you're scared or is the scare in me?

Runnin from the mirror, thats the only enemy I see

n I been runnin hard, pavement got a memory

Every time I stumble, the concrete takes a piece of me

I hit the ground, the Earth applauds, a standin ovation

A bloody masterpiece, a twisted illustration

I think I'll find that peace again, a new destination

But peace is like a ghost town, a false imagination

Dont have to front, Im actin harder than a diamond cutter

Smilin with my lips sewed shut, a mutter-flutterin motherfcker

Always thinkin in cursive, my minds a messy scribble

Show ur intentions, 'fore I make u soluble

So where do I go when the GPS is broken? (Where?)

Who do I meet when every word is a token? (Who?)

U love watchin me bleed? Is my pain the fckin sun that you're soakin? (u love it?)

How many times? I lost count, its a number thats unspoken

How many weeks in the basement with my demons, gettin choke'n?

How many times I saw u leave... my whole foundation's stolen

(u jus... leave)

Its drownin me, this pressure, call me Aquaman's regrets

Im in the deep end with the sharks, collectin on their debts

Let me be myself, but myself is a movin target

Every day a new version, Im on some organic margin

Me, Myself, n I—we never, ever stay the same

Its a 3-way civil war, who should I end up blamin?

1s a sinner, 1s a saint, 1s insane n still inflatin

Im jus tryna find a balance, feel the planet that Im placin

the old Rush, that models discontinued

Disassembled fo the parts, the blueprint got executed

Im an upgrade n a downgrade, heavily polluted

My hearts a haunted mansion, constantly bein looted

So where do I go? My souls on E, the tank is on empty (Where?)

Who do I meet? They all got masks, its a goddam epidemic (Who?)

U love watchin me bleed? Got a front-row seat to this twisted synthetic? (u love it?)

How many times? Turned my heart to a colander, its plenty

How many weeks of this heartache, this mental Poly-Denty?

How many times I saw u leave... fck it, keep the key

(Jus... go)

Scared of the calm, cus the storm is what Im used to

The devil knows my name, he jus forgot the name he used to...

Call me

Im a prisoner of my own muse, too

These bars are my therapy, Im payin all my dues to...

...find peace n love again

Be complete again

Or at least pretend

Rushy... Rushy... Rush!