
There — Not Really
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There — Not Really
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Lyrics
I’ve been getting through the days just fine
…at least that’s how it looks
No one really asks twice anyway
So I don’t give them a reason to
I just say what I’m supposed to say
Keep it easy, keep it moving
Get through another day
There’s a version that can hold eye contact
Another laughs like nothing’s wrong
Somehow she stays intact
While I stay somewhere behind
They move like me, talk like me
No one ever sees the difference
They take what they need from me
Say it’s easier this way
I’ve been getting through the days just fine
…at least that’s how it looks
But they take what they need just to let me breathe
And I’m coming apart in pieces
Every version leaves complete
Takes a piece I couldn’t keep
I hand it over without a fight
— like I don’t even ask
There’s a version that doesn’t ever shake
Another never hesitates
And one that never feels the weight
So I let her take my place
I watch her from the other side
Like a stranger in my skin
She’s everything I had to hide
And everything I’ve never been
They blur the line, they multiply
I can’t tell which one I’m in
If I disappear tonight
Would they notice, would they win?
I’ve been getting through the days just fine
…at least that’s how it looks
But they take what they need just to let me breathe
And I’m coming apart in pieces
Every version leaves complete
Takes a piece I couldn’t keep
I hand it over without a fight
— like I don’t even ask
Which one of us is real?
The one they love…
or the one that’s left?
I gave them everything
just to survive
…and I don’t know what I kept
They don’t break
they don’t bend
they don’t feel this in their chest
If they’re everything I needed—
WHY AM I WHAT’S LEFT
I’ve been getting through the days just fine
…at least that’s how it looks
But they take what they need just to let me breathe
Now there’s barely anything left
Every version leaves complete
Takes a piece I couldn’t keep
I hand it over—
I hand it over—
before they even ask
I’ve been getting through the days just fine
…at least that’s how it looks
now there’s barely anything left
