《這一次，我想活著去愛》BOHVNNON -LONELY NIGHTS(Cover)
Genre / Style Taiwanese pop ballad, dark urban pop, cinematic pop, emotional male vocal, modern Taiwanese music style Mood / Emotion lonely, restrained, inner conflict, dangerous life, craving pure love, emotional tension, explosive ending Vibe A man living on the edge of life and death, walking in darkness, not glorifying crime, but emotionally honest, craving a pure and sincere love, afraid of leaving the one he loves behind Vocal Male vocal, low to mid range at first, emotional but restrained, slightly husky, Taiwanese pop phrasing, clear storytelling, emotional delivery
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《這一次，我想活著去愛》BOHVNNON -LONELY NIGHTS(Cover)
Genre / Style Taiwanese pop ballad, dark urban pop, cinematic pop, emotional male vocal, modern Taiwanese music style Mood / Emotion lonely, restrained, inner conflict, dangerous life, craving pure love, emotional tension, explosive ending Vibe A man living on the edge of life and death, walking in darkness, not glorifying crime, but emotionally honest, craving a pure and sincere love, afraid of leaving the one he loves behind Vocal Male vocal, low to mid range at first, emotional but restrained, slightly husky, Taiwanese pop phrasing, clear storytelling, emotional delivery
Creator: Gin鯨魚🐳Release Date: January 23, 2026
Lyrics
🎶 Produced by Gin鯨魚 feat. BOHVNNON
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🎼 Lyrics : Gin鯨魚 with Chat GPT
🎵 Music & Arrangement: BOHVNNON -LONELY NIGHTS
🎧 Genre Styling:【Taiwanese pop ballad】 【dark urban pop】【cinematic pop】
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🎵 這次的混音活動 【BOHANNON -LONELY NIGHTS】
我重新寫了故事 以及重新填了中文歌詞 希望大家喜歡
🎵 For this remix project, 【BOHANNON - LONELY NIGHTS】
I rewrote the story and rewrote the Chinese lyrics. I hope you all like it.
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🎬 《這一次，我想活著去愛》的故事🎬
他習慣在夜裡行走。
不是因為喜歡黑，而是白天沒有他的名字。討債、談判、收尾，每一次出門都不知道能不能完整回來。對他來說，能醒來，就算是老天還願意留他一晚。
他看過太多虛假的熱鬧。酒杯、燈光、笑聲，全都只是為了讓人暫時忘記害怕。那些東西靠得再近，也從來沒有真正碰到他的心。
直到遇見她。
那不是轟烈的愛情，沒有承諾、沒有誓言，只是有人願意在他沉默的時候陪著坐著，聽他不說出口的疲憊。那一刻他才發現，自己渴望的從來不是逃離黑夜，而是有人在光裡等他。
可他不敢靠太近。
不是不愛，是怕有一天醒不來，留下她一個人面對世界。他第一次發現，原來愛一個人，會讓人開始害怕死亡。
於是他在心裡一遍又一遍地對自己說——
如果真的還有一次機會，
這一次，我想活著去愛。
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🎬 The Story of “This Time, I Want to Live to Love” 🎬
He’s used to walking through the night.
Not because he loves the dark, but because the daylight never had his name. Collecting debts, negotiating endings—every time he steps outside, he doesn’t know if he’ll make it back whole. To him, waking up is already a sign that heaven decided to spare him one more night.
He’s seen too much fake excitement. Glasses raised high, flashing lights, laughter that only exists to drown out fear. No matter how close those things get, they’ve never truly touched his heart.
Until he met her.
It wasn’t a dramatic love story. No promises, no vows. Just someone willing to sit with him in silence, to stay when he had no words for his exhaustion. That was when he realized—what he wanted was never to escape the night, but to have someone waiting for him in the light.
But he doesn’t dare to get too close.
Not because he doesn’t love her, but because he’s afraid one day he won’t wake up, leaving her alone to face the world. For the first time, he understands—loving someone means learning how to fear death.
So he keeps telling himself, again and again—
If there is truly one more chance,
this time,
he wants to live…
to love.
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【Verse 1】
夜走太多 沒名字的街
刀光在影子裡擦肩
討的是債 賭的是命
能醒來 都算上天給的恩典
我早就習慣不問明天
把良心藏進外套裡面
但在最安靜的瞬間
我也會怕 只剩我一個人
【Pre-Chorus】
我不敢等
也不敢愛
怕一伸手
就來不及說再見
【Chorus】
孤單太久了 我也想逃
不是酒醒後 誰的擁抱
我不貪繁華 不信熱鬧
只想要 一個真的依靠
孤單太久了 才更明白
越是真的愛 越不敢來
我怕下一秒 我就不在
只留下你 一個人醒來
【Verse 2】
兄弟笑我 心太柔軟
說這種人不該談愛
可我不是不懂浪漫
只是不想把你拖進黑暗
如果愛是一種信仰
那我早就跪過幾次天堂
我想給你乾淨的未來
卻不知道 自己能不能撐到那天亮
【Pre-Chorus】
我想靠近
卻停下來
怕我的世界
會把你傷害
【Chorus】
孤單太久了 我也想逃
不是一夜 也不是玩笑
我不追浮華 不信熱鬧
只想要 一個真的擁抱
孤單太久了 才更明白
越是真的愛 越不敢來
我怕哪一天 我沒醒來
你還在 等我回來
【Bridge】
我這種人 不配談永遠
連明天都寫不進誓言
如果有一天我先走遠
至少你 別為我流淚
愛不該是賭注
更不該陪我下沉
可它偏偏 在最黑的時候
敲我心門
【Chorus – Final】
孤單太久了 我終於懂
不是不想愛 是太怕痛
我不怕死 不怕天塌
只怕你 為我受傷
如果有一天 我能回頭
不再靠刀口 換取生活
那時候 若你還在
我想好好 愛一次不走
【Outro】
孤單太久了
真的太久了
這一次
我只是想
活著去愛你
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【Verse 1】
Too many nights on nameless streets
Blades flash close, shadows breathe
Collecting debts, gambling my life
Waking up feels like heaven’s mercy tonight
I learned not to ask about tomorrow
Hide my conscience under my coat
But in the quiet, when the noise is gone
I’m scared of being left alone
【Pre-Chorus】
I’m afraid to wait
I’m afraid to love
One step closer
Might mean no goodbye at all
【Chorus】
I’ve been lonely way too long, I wanna run
Not just arms when the drinking’s done
I don’t crave the lights, I don’t trust the crowd
I just want something real to hold me now
I’ve been lonely way too long, now I see
The more it’s real, the less I dare to believe
’Cause I’m scared the next breath might be my last
Leaving you alone when morning comes back
【Verse 2】
They laugh and say my heart’s too soft
Say men like me shouldn’t talk of love
It’s not that I don’t know romance
I just won’t drag you into my darkness
If love is some kind of faith
I’ve knelt before heaven more than once
I want to give you a future clean
But I don’t know if I’ll last till dawn
【Pre-Chorus】
I want to get close
Then I pull away
Afraid my world
Will only make you break
【Chorus】
I’ve been lonely way too long, I wanna run
Not a one-night thing, not a loaded gun
I don’t chase the gold, I don’t need the noise
I just want a real embrace, a real choice
I’ve been lonely way too long, now I see
The more it’s real, the harder it is to believe
I’m scared one day I won’t wake up
And you’ll still be waiting for my touch
【Bridge】
Someone like me shouldn’t talk forever
I can’t even promise tomorrow
If I walk away before the end
At least don’t cry for me, my love
Love shouldn’t be a bet
Or sink with me below
But somehow in the darkest night
It knocks on my door
【Chorus – Final】
I’ve been lonely way too long, now I know
It’s not that I won’t love, I’m just scared of the blow
I’m not afraid of dying, or the sky falling down
I’m just afraid you’ll get hurt somehow
If one day I can turn around
Leave the blade-for-living life behind
And if you’re still here by my side
I’ll love you once, and I won’t run this time
【Outro】
I’ve been lonely way too long
Way too long
This time
I just want
To live…
To love you
=====================
🎼 Lyrics : Gin鯨魚 with Chat GPT
🎵 Music & Arrangement: BOHVNNON -LONELY NIGHTS
🎧 Genre Styling:【Taiwanese pop ballad】 【dark urban pop】【cinematic pop】
=====================
🎵 這次的混音活動 【BOHANNON -LONELY NIGHTS】
我重新寫了故事 以及重新填了中文歌詞 希望大家喜歡
🎵 For this remix project, 【BOHANNON - LONELY NIGHTS】
I rewrote the story and rewrote the Chinese lyrics. I hope you all like it.
=====================
🎬 《這一次，我想活著去愛》的故事🎬
他習慣在夜裡行走。
不是因為喜歡黑，而是白天沒有他的名字。討債、談判、收尾，每一次出門都不知道能不能完整回來。對他來說，能醒來，就算是老天還願意留他一晚。
他看過太多虛假的熱鬧。酒杯、燈光、笑聲，全都只是為了讓人暫時忘記害怕。那些東西靠得再近，也從來沒有真正碰到他的心。
直到遇見她。
那不是轟烈的愛情，沒有承諾、沒有誓言，只是有人願意在他沉默的時候陪著坐著，聽他不說出口的疲憊。那一刻他才發現，自己渴望的從來不是逃離黑夜，而是有人在光裡等他。
可他不敢靠太近。
不是不愛，是怕有一天醒不來，留下她一個人面對世界。他第一次發現，原來愛一個人，會讓人開始害怕死亡。
於是他在心裡一遍又一遍地對自己說——
如果真的還有一次機會，
這一次，我想活著去愛。
=====================
🎬 The Story of “This Time, I Want to Live to Love” 🎬
He’s used to walking through the night.
Not because he loves the dark, but because the daylight never had his name. Collecting debts, negotiating endings—every time he steps outside, he doesn’t know if he’ll make it back whole. To him, waking up is already a sign that heaven decided to spare him one more night.
He’s seen too much fake excitement. Glasses raised high, flashing lights, laughter that only exists to drown out fear. No matter how close those things get, they’ve never truly touched his heart.
Until he met her.
It wasn’t a dramatic love story. No promises, no vows. Just someone willing to sit with him in silence, to stay when he had no words for his exhaustion. That was when he realized—what he wanted was never to escape the night, but to have someone waiting for him in the light.
But he doesn’t dare to get too close.
Not because he doesn’t love her, but because he’s afraid one day he won’t wake up, leaving her alone to face the world. For the first time, he understands—loving someone means learning how to fear death.
So he keeps telling himself, again and again—
If there is truly one more chance,
this time,
he wants to live…
to love.
=====================
【Verse 1】
夜走太多 沒名字的街
刀光在影子裡擦肩
討的是債 賭的是命
能醒來 都算上天給的恩典
我早就習慣不問明天
把良心藏進外套裡面
但在最安靜的瞬間
我也會怕 只剩我一個人
【Pre-Chorus】
我不敢等
也不敢愛
怕一伸手
就來不及說再見
【Chorus】
孤單太久了 我也想逃
不是酒醒後 誰的擁抱
我不貪繁華 不信熱鬧
只想要 一個真的依靠
孤單太久了 才更明白
越是真的愛 越不敢來
我怕下一秒 我就不在
只留下你 一個人醒來
【Verse 2】
兄弟笑我 心太柔軟
說這種人不該談愛
可我不是不懂浪漫
只是不想把你拖進黑暗
如果愛是一種信仰
那我早就跪過幾次天堂
我想給你乾淨的未來
卻不知道 自己能不能撐到那天亮
【Pre-Chorus】
我想靠近
卻停下來
怕我的世界
會把你傷害
【Chorus】
孤單太久了 我也想逃
不是一夜 也不是玩笑
我不追浮華 不信熱鬧
只想要 一個真的擁抱
孤單太久了 才更明白
越是真的愛 越不敢來
我怕哪一天 我沒醒來
你還在 等我回來
【Bridge】
我這種人 不配談永遠
連明天都寫不進誓言
如果有一天我先走遠
至少你 別為我流淚
愛不該是賭注
更不該陪我下沉
可它偏偏 在最黑的時候
敲我心門
【Chorus – Final】
孤單太久了 我終於懂
不是不想愛 是太怕痛
我不怕死 不怕天塌
只怕你 為我受傷
如果有一天 我能回頭
不再靠刀口 換取生活
那時候 若你還在
我想好好 愛一次不走
【Outro】
孤單太久了
真的太久了
這一次
我只是想
活著去愛你
=====================
【Verse 1】
Too many nights on nameless streets
Blades flash close, shadows breathe
Collecting debts, gambling my life
Waking up feels like heaven’s mercy tonight
I learned not to ask about tomorrow
Hide my conscience under my coat
But in the quiet, when the noise is gone
I’m scared of being left alone
【Pre-Chorus】
I’m afraid to wait
I’m afraid to love
One step closer
Might mean no goodbye at all
【Chorus】
I’ve been lonely way too long, I wanna run
Not just arms when the drinking’s done
I don’t crave the lights, I don’t trust the crowd
I just want something real to hold me now
I’ve been lonely way too long, now I see
The more it’s real, the less I dare to believe
’Cause I’m scared the next breath might be my last
Leaving you alone when morning comes back
【Verse 2】
They laugh and say my heart’s too soft
Say men like me shouldn’t talk of love
It’s not that I don’t know romance
I just won’t drag you into my darkness
If love is some kind of faith
I’ve knelt before heaven more than once
I want to give you a future clean
But I don’t know if I’ll last till dawn
【Pre-Chorus】
I want to get close
Then I pull away
Afraid my world
Will only make you break
【Chorus】
I’ve been lonely way too long, I wanna run
Not a one-night thing, not a loaded gun
I don’t chase the gold, I don’t need the noise
I just want a real embrace, a real choice
I’ve been lonely way too long, now I see
The more it’s real, the harder it is to believe
I’m scared one day I won’t wake up
And you’ll still be waiting for my touch
【Bridge】
Someone like me shouldn’t talk forever
I can’t even promise tomorrow
If I walk away before the end
At least don’t cry for me, my love
Love shouldn’t be a bet
Or sink with me below
But somehow in the darkest night
It knocks on my door
【Chorus – Final】
I’ve been lonely way too long, now I know
It’s not that I won’t love, I’m just scared of the blow
I’m not afraid of dying, or the sky falling down
I’m just afraid you’ll get hurt somehow
If one day I can turn around
Leave the blade-for-living life behind
And if you’re still here by my side
I’ll love you once, and I won’t run this time
【Outro】
I’ve been lonely way too long
Way too long
This time
I just want
To live…
To love you