Pre chorus

Long distance….The thought of you overseas and me here is too hard to bear…

Chorus

It’s been two years and I loved you since day one

Verse1

contemplating letting our long distance relationship go—-

has my mind in a state of peril.

so intense the seas have opened to unforeseeable and seemingly impossible walkable grounds—-

Yet I see what I see, I hear what I hear—

every step touching the pavement is an unforgettable, undeniable sound.

Verse2

A footprint leaving a message in the seas remaining sands screaming come over

don’t stay back

that it is not in my head and not a trap

I look behind and see my own footprints and the writing in each one

Each different, each practical—-each heartbreaking with a twist of I can’t do this long distance anymore I’m so sorry but I’m done

Bridge

Our relationship had its ups and downs but we thought love could conquer all like the fairytales you watch in the movies

Life is not a movie, rather can feel like a jacuzzi with all its swirling and uncertain moments along the way.

Pre-Chorus

The miles have separated us for years but our hearts never divided us.

Verse3

When i stop as I realize I’m drowning in the ocean—-

I suddenly am overcome with a sense of a state of unbearability—

I think back to Proverbs 17:22, “Today I encourage you to be a thankful positive person….”—-

I go deep into meditation and remember that the intense feeling I think I’m having of ice picking at my heart—-

Is all but a choice I can make!

I can crawl in a hole and withdraw from the world—-

or draw closer to God—-

heal properly and intentionally as is to be.

I know this will be one of the hardest things in my life but with God by my side and Hermie looking down——

I can do this like a queen with her glaring glistening crown.