Years of bullshit silence...

but your lie’s still fucking loud,

betrayal screams so sharp....now my pride’s fucking bowed

A backstab seared in my pulse....

...now it’s screaming through my days,

I torched every relic, but your rot won’t fucking fade

Every “what if” is a knife in my chest...

...these wounds ain’t healing...

...they just fake like the rest.

Is this hell just a bad habit I can’t quit?

Or a sick joke stuck on replay... fuck, I’m done with it!

I can’t scrape you out of my brain....

...like a curse in my veins,

rotting every sane vein.

Would I cut you out if I could?

Fuck, I’m stuck in the “never” of your “never good.”

Found your old hoodie...

...in a dumpster downtown,

Smells like cheap vodka and the night you let me down.

I lit it on fire.... but the threads still cling...

...now I’m picking your lies out of every goddamn thing

I can’t scrape you out of my brain....

...like a curse in my veins,

rotting every sane vein.

Would I cut you out if I could?

Fuck, I’m stuck in the “never” of your “never good.”

Unwanted memories scream...“You’re my always,” you lied...

....now “always” is a grenade pin lodged deep in my side.

That night...“We’re infinite”....your words crack like cheap glass,

I’m sweeping up the shards....

....but they slice through every gasp

I can’t scrape you out of my brain....

...like a curse in my veins,

rotting every sane vein.

Would I cut you out if I could?

Fuck, I’m stuck in the “never” of your “never good.”