**Lyrics By rvix86**

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Every time I get my head above the waves

Something pulls me under again

I keep patching up the cracks I made

But the flood still gets in

I’m so tired of saying “I’m okay”

Like it doesn’t hurt this bad

Carrying the weight like I can take

Another collapse, another relapse

And everybody’s fighting something too

So who am I supposed to run to?

No one’s got the strength to spare

We’re all barely breathing air

I keep chasing sunlight through the rain

But hope keeps slipping through my veins

I swear I’m trying not to break

But the pressure never fades

I’m drowning in the deep end

Swimming through a storm again

Every time the sky turns gold

The lightning hits, I lose control

Tell me when the waves stop crashing

When this chaos quits attacking

I keep fighting just to feel alive

But some nights it feels like life

Was rigged for me to lose

I’m exhausted from pretending

That I’m stronger than I feel

All these walls are slowly bending

Under everything that’s real

I still believe there’s something more

Past all these locked and broken doors

But every step I claw toward light

Feels like two steps back each night

And I hate how optimism sounds

Like a lie inside my mouth

When all I want is one clear sign

That better days still exist somewhere

I keep reaching through the dark

Trying to restart my heart

But every spark burns out too fast

How long can this last?

I’m drowning in the deep end

Swimming through a storm again

Every time the sky turns gold

The lightning hits, I lose control

Tell me when the waves stop crashing

When this chaos quits attacking

I keep fighting just to feel alive

But some nights it feels like life

Was rigged for me to lose

Oh, I’m not broken

I’m just worn thin

Maybe surviving every storm

Is where the strength begins

I know the sun still exists

Even if I can’t see it yet

So I’ll keep moving through the wreckage

Even drowning hasn’t killed me yet

I’m drowning in the deep end

But I’m not giving in again

Even when the sky goes black

I’ll keep clawing my way back

One day these waves will break around me

One day the light will finally find me

And all this pain I carried through

Won’t be the thing that made me lose

The storm can scream my name tonight

No, I won't give up this fight